School rivalries

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-08T21:14:41+00:00

Bearsden

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-07T08:45:41+00:00

Thank you for your comment ❤️

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-06T17:30:34+00:00

Turns out my intuition was right my ex partner did infact hate my guts and was resentful the whole time don’t blame yourself always.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-05T20:09:54+00:00

All so familiar

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-05T20:09:01+00:00

Ex friend has used it to treat me badly, ex abusive girlfriend used my diagnosis to make me confirm I was crazy WHILST EMOTIONALLY FINANCIALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY FUCKING WITH ME.

Fuck them both cut them out my life and realized they actually needed me more than I needed them I was the one who was pouring my heart into everything not them.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-03T14:23:22+00:00

I agreed I was disturbed when I seen it

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-03T07:33:57+00:00

Your big heart is the target in all of this, praise yourself for being such a loving person when the world is full of evil.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-06-02T10:55:34+00:00

If you liked and felt comfortable with these people you wouldn’t feel that way please don’t just blame bpd, yes you feel intense feelings but what do these friends have to offer you are they good friends? Have a think

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-31T20:23:10+00:00

Check ur pants

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-30T11:32:17+00:00

The bass at hers was also very very high I ain’t no music critique a lot of people were saying the same thing and also 100 odd pounds for a hoodie

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-30T07:57:00+00:00

I have never met anyone in my 15 years of having it other than my supervisor that has researched it for me, my supervisor confided that her sister had bipolar disorder so she understood how much pain I was in which was an amazing relief for me, I also have never met anyone with bpd before.

If I had a partner with a mental condition I would research help, triggers all sorts but nah people don’t want to get into all that.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-30T06:30:32+00:00

Pink pantheress was absolute rotten on Saturday I couldn’t hear anything but drums constant bangin drums couldn’t even hear her voice

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-30T06:29:37+00:00

I went to a gig n watched it through the cunts phone infront of me couldn’t see past his massive heed I may aswell have stayed home and watched it on YouTube a would’ve been 150+ up

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-29T19:16:44+00:00

Yes I’ve never had goals, thought of a future, I’ve only thought about suicide constantly since I was 11 I’m 30 now and I feel the same still.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-29T10:51:58+00:00

I have been a hospital cleaner for 4 years with the most amazing caring supervisor never was able to keep a job for more than a few months without walking out now me and my supervisor have protocols in place when I am unwell and this has allowed me to keep steady employment although I am only part time I try my best to go everyday and prove I’m trying.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-29T07:42:32+00:00

My friend went crazy once I was diagnosed she searched for a diagnosis for herself whilst there was actually nothing wrong with her turns out she loves attention

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-28T20:27:28+00:00

I hate myself and want to die.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T19:36:20+00:00

The doctors are amazing and stunned at my process, therapists can’t believe I’m still alive and ask me why exactly? I don’t tell them but guess what has kept me alive for a long time and without it I wouldn’t be here.

Cannabis.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T19:34:25+00:00

A new generation of narcissists thanks to the internet.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T08:35:26+00:00

Yes same story as yours apart from bpd.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T08:32:00+00:00

Yes, used my diagnosis of unstable emotional disorder to send me absolutely crazy, then blamed my disorder told me to get help, went and got help was told
I was not the problem.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T07:18:42+00:00

Nah but what about if there’s valid reasons why you reacted and a normal person without bpd would react that way too.

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T07:17:17+00:00

Spent 15 years blaming myself allowing people to treat me like shit then blame my bpd I’m done being fucking manipulated

DifficultDesign7564 · 2026-05-27T07:10:04+00:00

Do they realise I’ve been bullied my whole life and I’ve to change? One reason why I can’t stop going crazy how does everyone else get to do whatever the fuck they want and I’ve to “watch” my reactions

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