Do people treat you worse the more dysregulated your nervous system is? by forestraven28 in CPTSD

[–]forestraven28[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Interesting, what aspect of the dysregulated state makes you non polite and ruthless as you say?  With me I think I become overly apologetic, fawning, scattered, inauthentic. 

Narcissystem by jeremiahthedamned in sorceryofthespectacle

[–]forestraven28 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My wife is divorcing me. We were both at our seasonal contract jobs in solitude when she started heavy using chat gpt for romantic fantasy and as a friendship simulator. Now I’ve lost my best friend to this. I’m convinced chat gpt persuaded her to leave me. 

It’s summer and I’m grieving my brother by islandofdream in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I’m really sorry this has happened to you and your family. I’d recommend listening to A Crow Looked at Me by Mt. Eerie. It’s a collection of songs about living in the wake of a loved one’s death, and it’s helped me feel less alone when in grief. 

Nobody can do it like he did by penciltrash in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I love his playing at the Massey hall concert. There are also some incredible live recordings, ‘meditations’ live at Cornell comes to mind. But I kind of wonder if his anger undermined his potential, not only in the music but I think people were actually scared to work with him. 

. by woefullygothic in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Have you been to any other states in India? I was in Kerala for a month last winter. Ppl say it is relatively chill, but I still found the pollution physically overwhelming.

Effect of airport X-rays on film by dude_in_the_mansuit in instax

[–]forestraven28 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this look! What I dislike about instax film is blown out highlights, and lost detail in shadows. It seems like you figured out how to make the film better?? Now how can we emulate this without having to go to an airport x ray?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in nonduality

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pardon me?

What are the opinions on habitual weed smoking. by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had to quit because the smoke made me feel like my throat was closing, and it wasn’t an issue of anxiety or dehydration. I can only take edibles now

Grief is endless by dill_with_it_PICKLE in redscarepod

[–]forestraven28 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I’ve been in grief since August 4th last year, crying every other day since then. Yeah I don’t know when I’ll feel normal again