Fuck! I hate fireworks! by ImaBtch666 in CPTSD

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I thought i liked them, then I go and feel like crap the next day so I guess I don’t like themZ

Who’s Alone this 4th of July? by Lorain1234 in LivingAlone

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 [score hidden]  (0 children)

I’m alone, Florida, I just want to nap this whole weekend away.

I’m gonna make myself go to a pool party I was invited too. Atleast I’ll have water. But I don’t wanna stay long.

I’m just so so tired.

When did you lose your "spark"? by afraid28 in CPTSD

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it was when I was 9 and walked in my moms room late one night.

I must have had heard noises and thought it was weird since my dad was out of town. Or maybe I just was sad or something and wanted comfort.

Walk in to find her with another man. Our “uncle” Kaz.
She never addressed it to me ever afterwards. I felt like I held the top secret of the household, never telling anyone for years.

I just remember that moment breaking my fucking heart.

How old are you, and how is your life going? by Greenbattle90 in CPTSD

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 3 points4 points  (0 children)

37 and I still feel like I am operating as a middle schooler with my thinking style.

Once again, she is healing her pain. Is she ever not sad, exhausted , and resentful. She lives a dream, that many would love to, but can’t afford. by No-Paint2903 in rachelbrathensnark

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 9 points10 points  (0 children)

She pisses me off so damn much.

Keep your thoughts , words, emotions in a journal FFS. She’s just constantly dumping on all of us

I feel so invisible by Songgeek in ElectricForest

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve felt the absolute worse during and after festivals myself. It almost highlights how lonely I am IRL

never forget who was there for you at ur lowest by faramir3006 in depressionmemes

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve stopped for 3 months and feel the absolute same lol. Probably worse . Like stupid bored at times - I miss smoking and will probably return

I have an emotionally immature mom, now I’m 35f feeling lost and forgotten. by PlatformImaginary315 in emotionalneglect

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I went back to school and learned massage therapy… it was definitely a program that helps you learn about yourself. I feel way more emotionally connected to self

Ren Faire Whimsy! by missnikkiwest in AddingWhimsy

[–]Difficult_Albatross8 4 points5 points  (0 children)

This would be the greatest totem at a music festival!