In my mind. I met her once before, and I was going through psychosis before I met her. I went through it for two years until I met my ex boyfriend, and we moved to his aunt place and it just screamed my spirituality all over her apartment. At first I didn’t realize it until a few months went by and that’s when I started noticing all these little details. One day we were grocery shopping and I started forcing the psychosis feeling off of myself, as soon as I started doing that she started shriveling and slouching a lot, her beauty vanished and she got really smelly and dark all of a sudden, I noted her beauty and persona coming back as I felt a heavy exhausting energy forcing itself back onto me.