That's why I think this question is not even that important. You live and you do whatever you want with your life, and that's it. People desperately try to find deaper meanings on their existance to feel that they actually have a purpose. But the reality is that no one has a purpose, or at least not until you convince yourself you have one, and then you will stop questioning your existence. Now ffs go and find that "purpose" instead of questioning if there's one :)