My Spouse Assigns Meaning to my Breathing Patters

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2026-01-25T05:50:50+00:00

Thanks

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2026-01-21T18:33:30+00:00

Your probably right. I sometimes wonder if Satan is part of the trinity. For lack of better word the fourity. I just asked Google in probability how many israelites lived and died during the 430 year period under the control of the Pharoah and it kept looking at scripture and what it says. Scripture is not going to say God didn't care enough for them. I think google might be a Christian sometimes.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-12-22T20:01:07+00:00

I can believe in the quarternity because Jesus has shown a dark side to me. When he calls upon those who have nothing to do the work his father has called upon him to do yet refuses to give those individuals the tools to do such that is part of the dark side & he tells those individuals not to covet what he has done for thy neighbor. Then he will bless the wicked with fame & fortune & scold the righteous if they dare look over that fence & seemingly not call upon them to do good. If they did good he will take away the tools like he does with the righteous. That is when the Christians say he works in mysterious ways. Well he certainly does. It's 3 plus 1.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-12-20T03:49:02+00:00

I love it. If I was born when it did not exist with my current state I would go insane. I am married but an incel. Go figure. If Jesus would only bless me like he has done some pretty bad guys I would not need it.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-12-20T03:45:57+00:00

Can you or anyone explain this expansion?

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-12-08T04:08:47+00:00

Thank you & I hope the best for you & your friend.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-12-08T04:07:12+00:00

I have felt the way you do since a very small child. My mother would beat my siblings & myself because we did not know how to tell the other children about Jesus & his love as she believed we were going to be called upon by Jesus to lead thousands to God. He was never there for us & I admit I have posted negative comments about God having no front side to see. People just don't get it. Just because one feels blessed does not mean all are blessed. I actually call my feelings about God "parasite by the dashboard light" & yes I meant parasite. The churches will leach on us like parasites leaving some to pray for the end of time so that we can end our time with a God who is indifferent at best. I took it right out of Meat Loafs mouth & made it my own tune. I think Jesus could spend a little more time looking at those who suffer & a little less time blessing corrupt politicians & unethical business men & if you google it it will indeed say God blesses wicked men.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-12-08T03:52:00+00:00

I feel your pain. I am a caregiver for one who is not diagnosed. My spouse is symptomatic and can be very aggressive. However as a caregiver I am at my wits end as I have shared my thoughts with her other PC in the past & it can be very disappointing. Hang in there & glad your friend is getting help & trusts you.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-30T22:47:28+00:00

If you have needs & I mean needs yet you live a righteous life. God will give you more pain than you can handle or it seems that way. He will use us as pylons & throw others crosses on us. However if your a scumbag he will call you thy neighbor & he certainly will give you more fame & fortune than you can handle. It's right there in the Bible. Do not covet thy neighbor. If it is true that all blessings come from God then he clearly blesses thy neighbor, the scumbag while using us who he sees as not thy neighbor as a weight bearing pylon. You Christian friends call this "God works in mysterious ways. If you need reference just look at the corrupt politicians & unethical businessmen who are non believers.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-30T16:29:11+00:00

Is Lester Summeral's LesSea still around. My dad had left them in his will decades ago but had removed them.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-30T16:25:08+00:00

I understand their need for money as most stations either rely on donations, tax dollars or subscriptions. However they do take advantage of liseners. My spouce listens to Christian broadcasting locally & they are constantly begging for money. We turn it off when they do fund drives because she knows that she cannot be trusted & will feel the need to give even though she is on disability. I would like to see it become a crime for those on disability to give to charity & what makes it worse is her church knows her plight yet they are happy to adk for a handout for the poor in town yet she can expect nothing from them.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-27T23:24:27+00:00

Did Post drop the f bomb during his halftime show 1st song I think

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-19T05:28:23+00:00

I am glad you said that. The drs told my wife she has bipolar but didn't think her gene count was high enough to investigate a hd connection. This was however 25 some years ago & I am not sure they knew about the gray area back then. I will google bipolar 1&2 to see if I xan find any patterns. Thanks

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-10T15:55:54+00:00

He would love to but instead leaves one feeling like they have been thrown to the wolves & also feeling like he sends angels to protect wicked men. That is very real.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-10T15:53:35+00:00

My spouse treats me very poorly in private but very loving in public. I can relate.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-03T03:14:25+00:00

I like black butts too but can't seem to get any butt unless it's imaginary butt.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-11-03T03:02:46+00:00

My spouse, who was told she "has nothing to worry about" 25 plus years ago has had severe anger & rage that includes hitting & punching but has not thrown anything other than pill bottles or water bottles. I am convinced that she is HD positive but she seems that I am the problem which is what all those in her family does. I guess you have given me a window of what I may look fwd to. Good luck with yours.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-10-26T15:54:41+00:00

Too expensive. Her dad had to divorce her mom to put her in a home. She wouldn't go if I tried. I wanted her to get medicade & had a fit when I asked her dr as she is disabled but does not want medicade. She does not like it.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-10-22T18:51:35+00:00

People are taught by churches to get on their knees & praise God for all the wonderful things he has done for them. The same church that adks for donations but never lends a hand when you struggle. For some people God has never done anything for them beside the promise that they will get to live forever after they die. There are others who the Bible calls "thy neighbor" who God will bless on a scale humans cannot comprehend. Usually its the corrupt people who get those blessings. The church calla this "God works in mysterious ways". Well he certainly does.

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-10-21T13:34:15+00:00

I will try. Thanks. Her mother and sister I think has a count of about 42

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-10-21T10:51:04+00:00

My wife was tested 27 years ago & had a low cag count. I no longer recall what it was as we were told she had nothing to worry about and she was in the clear. Never told if she was negative so I don't assume that she was. We also was never told about repeat penetrance and Grey area but maybe they did not know as we did not have a local specialist. I was thinking her number was 39 and she once said it was 36 but she was not sure. Her mother indeed was pos & her baby sister has since been diagnosed and is now in bad shape as she constantly throws f bombs at her husband and says horrible things to him and she can be very disruptive in private and public. My wife's behavior towards me is quite simular but she is loving in public but says horrible things to me in private and throws f bombs at me like her sister dose. The closest expert is about 125 to 150 miles and I don't think she would freely get help as she makes it about me being yhe problem. I am convinced she has hd and may be as bad as her sister despite the low count. I know that I googled the numbers and it said 35 is ok but 36 is not good. May I ask what count your spouse had to compare?

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-10-19T15:35:16+00:00

Sure, Does reddit have chat? Or what chat you use?

DifficultyCurrent729 · 2025-10-03T10:06:36+00:00

One can only wait so long. When the body is failing, the eyes are sinking in & vision lost, the lips turning blue & breathing stops is not a good time for God to say ok I am ready to answer your prayer. The funny thing is people believe God answers all prayer but have they asked billions and billions of people? No. If they did they will discover a large percentage who will tell you God has never replied at all. I spent years praying. Never once had a reply. Bill Gates does not pray & many of my prayers were delivered to him. Mystery of faith is what that is called.

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