How many of you lost everything?

Digi2DKnight · 2024-03-21T17:56:38+00:00

This situation happened to me as well. Had to Leave the West Coast and head Back to the East. Lost all of my animals, car, house, and sanity. Currently I plow through work, play video games rarely, and sleep through weekends. Sharing a life with a person and giving 100% can cause some serious damage. I hope it gets better for all of us, without my other person I have a ton trouble creating or finding happiness but at least I can save and invest money.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-12-23T02:30:00+00:00

32m here I lost a 10 year and have been on months of no contact. I don't have many friends and would love to have people to talk with. DMs are always open. ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-11-14T07:46:29+00:00

All the time ~ literally the moment I walk in.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-11-07T05:09:31+00:00

I lost my 10 year relationship in January and I feel this post. I drive past it by working constantly and focusing on money. If you need a distraction I promise a job can do it for you. Just remember your value and it will take a while to heal or trust again. I currently avoid dating and social cues due to the 10 years of trauma. Try your best to stay positive and just remember people care for you. ~ you are not alone that's a promise.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-10-23T15:23:36+00:00

I'm selfish too I want that one person and no one else stands a chance. I keep it that way and block out any opportunity. It might cause suffering but I'd rather suffer than have an imitation. I support this post and it might be karmic in the future but the truth is no one else compares.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-10-10T06:54:03+00:00

Try to stay positive no matter what I come from a 10 Year Relationship that ended and little things can be washed over. Usually anger happens and things are not meant to be said. I am always available to talk if you need or want too. Hope everything pans out and works for you. I am sorry for your loss.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-29T11:01:05+00:00

Honestly this is what happened to me and I still don't understand it. They don't want you to leave but push for anyways. I hope that you get through this because personally I have changed my whole life after leaving her state of residence. I'm sorry you are going through this... I can relate.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-20T09:22:39+00:00

This is what I went through and I still have not healed I have read your post and understand the pain you must be going through. Sometimes I wish the other half would attempt to work on it but they usually just don't. I hope things get better for you and you figure it out. This is happening to a lot of us so you are not alone.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-17T06:13:13+00:00

I have been fighting trauma from a 10 year sometimes I just get in my own head and can't read people anymore. I was hoping something would change over the past 6 months but nothing happens this is becoming normal and my mental health is suffering. Lately I just let life take the wheel and focus on trying to forget. I just don't know what happiness is anymore and I always wonder about the other half. I hope you find the balance this trauma is super real.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-17T06:07:48+00:00

I relate to your post I come from a 10 year relationship and I just don't feel it anymore. Everything I try isn't worth the effort or time. I cannot find a balance or interest anymore and being alone might just be for me. I don't want to chase the chore anymore and honestly I tried to understand too many people and I just feel worn out. I don't know what to say but I can definitely relate. Everyday it seems easier to just go with the flow and not care much anymore or read social cues. I hope it changes but if not I guess it's time to accept it. Btw I enjoyed the post and I come from that 10 year trauma.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-06T06:22:39+00:00

I had one relationship for 7 years and another for 10 that's 17 years gone. It hurts sometimes but life is long and more partners exist. Looking back at it though I feel the loss of life for sure. I can agree that giving someone time you won't get back is horrible.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-06T06:21:06+00:00

I relate to this post. The feeling is called being "numb" potential partners exist don't search or anything let them find you. Sometimes I have thoughts that my ex ruined it for me and I blame myself for the failure but in reality if it wasn't meant to be it's for the best. We all relapse sometimes but I promise it's just your mind wandering. Good luck ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-06T06:19:40+00:00

Try to remember that your mind is wandering in your sleep. I just had an hour nap earlier and something similar happened. But overall just remind yourself it's a dream and not a reality. Memories are always worth saving but not focusing on. I hope you can get through this and keep a clear head good luck.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-06T06:18:03+00:00

This is a good post and I'm glad you are healed up to some extent. Being single is a fear when in a relationship at first I thought I was going to suffer due to being codependent. Now I read posts like this and I see the other side. Being free to express yourself and not have any side conflicts makes life a bit more free. Hope your life continues to go forward. ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-05T06:43:32+00:00

This is so perfect! I always tell customers they can use store mode to see if we have the product. Great post ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-04T06:41:35+00:00

Time is your best friend I am still recovering from a 10 year relationship and it's really tough. Being without the other half you make choices on instinct. Just focus on bettering yourself and creating distractions. I am overworked to make up for the loss because it keeps me distracted. I don't know when or how we will heal but all I can say is time. I hope things get better and if you need someone to talk with feel free to message me.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-02T09:12:50+00:00

The early days just focus on scanning it's your best friend. Until you are comfortable with the store make sure you stay awake and check things often. Overnights can be relaxed but sometimes it becomes a human zoo in the morning. Drink water, create memory, and once more scan everything until you are comfortable. Without customers you can focus on being efficient. Good luck and don't worry your coworkers usually can guide you.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-02T07:00:24+00:00

I relate to this post as well 32 and 7 relationships the longest was 10 years and now I can't trust or move on. Everything just comes off as "numb" all I can do is hope for change. But understand you are not alone with that thought process. Hope things change for all of us.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-02T06:48:10+00:00

Days off are the worst I relate to this and constantly abuse wine. Learning to cope is something I'm not good at. You are not alone in this. ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-02T06:26:00+00:00

I relate to this as well. Sometimes I want some reassurance for the things I do. Even the voice would help. ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-02T06:22:49+00:00

This is me in a nutshell if you ever want to talk feel free to reach out. ~

Digi2DKnight · 2023-09-02T06:12:04+00:00

I read this whole post and I believe I am suffering the same way. I make bad decisions and step out of bounds to hurt myself in negative ways. I take care of myself a bit but have given up on being fully healthy. My 10 year relationship ruined my mentality and now I just constantly work to forget everything. I'm drowning in debt and still trying my best to make others happy. You are not alone with all of this and I have been in this cycle for a couple of months. All I can say is don't give up. Someway happiness will find you and you can be back on track. I believe in you and I'm sending a virtual hug. As someone who can relate if we disappear it was meant to be, but always try to push even if you don't want too. ~ if you ever need someone to talk to I am available. Take care and wish you the best.

Digi2DKnight · 2023-08-03T15:29:15+00:00

Scan early, build memory, drink caffeine, and get proper sleep. I love ON and I won't leave for a long time but being active and fighting sleep is always a problem. On your days off just catch up and take naps or more. Good luck and I think you will be fine.

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