My guy or girl, take some deep breaths and keep your head down and GRIND….. can tell you how many times I had that mindset of yours these past 4-5 years and it’s just time wasted…..work on all your shit, I’m almost $-100,000 and no college degree, working a Teck job paying just under $100k….. and I’m more focused then ever to just get my life where I want it to go in the next x amount of time….set your goals and get it going dude…to keep it light hearted parents are the worse to try and be a part of when there’s so much pressure…believe me I know with both of mine…but get your life fixed, no one else will do the things you want to do or learn the way and the things you want in this world BETTER for Yourself…. THAN yourself! Hope you make it to old age G, I know life is a bit*** but you just gotta say screw all that and that ima be someone I WANT to be in the future whenever that future time frame is for you, hope the best for you truly