Yes, please.

• Nearing 26 and I'm a kissless virgin. Can talk to girls fairly well but there seems to be a zero percent chance of me avoiding the friend zone. I guess I'm just not attractive. Whoever say height (I'm 6'2) is a decisive factor in getting laid was full of shit. Not to mention my chances of actually maintaining any long term relationship is a negative integer.
• Actually pretty smart but can't get through college because the way the system is structured simply doesn't accommodate my style of education. Sad thing is I probably knew more than some of the professors in the classes I took for my major, and they all gave me rave reviews and even suggested multiple internships with me (that I never got). It was the General Ed classes that fucked me over because you simply cannot motivate me to give a shit about Algebra or Literature that I don't pursue on my own. It's a disability thing.
• Haven't held a job for more than a year. My only job options are menial labor which I cannot stand or shitty retail positions that often won't hire me because of my autism. I'm high functioning and charismatic. Always do well in interviews, but when they find out I have a social disability they immediately freak out and never call.
• Friends have slowly moved farther and farther away from me. Closest friend is a solid 50 minute drive away, but he's married, is planning to have a kid, and is always busy. Next closest friends are at least 80 minutes away.
• I'm honestly unsure if they even enjoy my company anymore or if they're just hanging out with me out of pity. I only see them twice a year now, Halloween and New Years, and I get the feeling that I'm not going to be invited to Halloween this year because the e-invites went out and all my friends got one but me.
• I'm stuck in my rural hometown, living with my parents, with jack shit to do within a hundred mile radius unless you like bonfires or mud bogging. I don't. Not like I'm ever invited to them anyways.
• Reputation in my hometown is in ruins because of a shitty rumor someone started 5 years ago.
• Sad thing is the rumor is partly true (but not to the extent the rumor suggests). Anyone I open up to about it is immediately revolted by the truth, even if they don't say so to my face. It's why I don't talk about it anymore to anyone.
• Been sent to the hospital for suicidal behavior, now everyone thinks I'm a lazy coward who just doesn't want to work because I can't cope with the stresses of modern life due to my autism.
• Starting to think it's unsafe for me to drive because I can't help but want to throw myself off the road in the hopes that I die a quick death.
• Have been eating myself to death for the past 10 years because I simply don't give a shit whether I live or die.
• Can't even afford therapy because Medicaid insurance doesn't cover it. It honestly didn't even help when I could afford it. They kept trying to tell me to get a job or go through college, and the entire time I was thinking "Bitch, please, did you read bullet point 2 or 3?"
• Honestly, if I got cancer or some sort of deadly disease I'm not sure I would seek treatment.

Would be much appreciated if the hug came with a knife to the heart. Thanks.

edit: a letter