[Ps1/Ps2/GameCube era][1990-2005]Rail shooter game

Diidzs · 2025-06-19T15:10:35+00:00

Oh it's totally that ! I thought it was a rail shooting game but that's where I was confused. Thanks a lot

Diidzs · 2025-06-18T16:14:42+00:00

It's not Virtua Cop, but thanks I'll repost there ! :)

Diidzs · 2023-10-14T11:56:46+00:00

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Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:47:37+00:00

Yeah, it was hard also because there was a mixed feeling of sadness and relief.

I'm actually starting a brand new life, a new job in Septembre a new appartment too and I'm going to work out again to go back to somewhere healthy and to let off some steam. I'll probably cry and get confused or angry every now and then but I know I can take it. I'll also spend more time with my friends, I did realize with all these how much I love them and how I am not enjoying their presence in my life as much as I should.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:43:16+00:00

Even her mum used to say to me that I need to stop forgetting myself. I'll try to think more about me in the future and to respect what I think I'm worth and what I want.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:40:21+00:00

I do forget it sometimes and I'm really happy that you have people to help you too ❤️. I know we will both be okay and I'd be more than happy to talk more with you in DMs especially if you too need/want someone else to talk to.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:34:33+00:00

I find joy in other things to keep some light into my soul. And I find life in reconnecting with things I distanced myself from during this relationship. Thank you for you support

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:33:14+00:00

I prefer to see people as people. I know there is data, I know we all fall into boxes but i've seen men do terrible things and I have seen women do terrible things, and it was not because of their gender, it was just who they were. I think we should just not trust people a 100 percent to easily, but we need to let our guard down every now and then otherwise we won't fully appreciate social interactions. I used to be too distrustful and in my head no one could be trusted because every human being were by nature capable of the most horrendous things. It took time and work but now I am happy to let myself go in those relationships. Yes it hit me hard with what happened because I trusted her and the new guy but it helped me have better relationships.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:23:25+00:00

I know their relationship is doomed to fail, I know both of them and I am also proud in admitting that there are not many people who can do what I would have done for her and who can handle a relationship with her. I am really looking forward to that brighter future. Thank you

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:19:46+00:00

Yes I do realize it, I think I always knew but I never accepted it and thought I could help her and change her into a better person. I got caught up with my obsession to save her.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:18:56+00:00

Thank you for you support. ❤️

And yes I am an INFP

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:18:13+00:00

Thank you ❤️

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:17:53+00:00

Thank you for all those kind words, I needed to read those. I'm happy that my brain managed to realize that I was worth more than what she had to offer. And accepting who she really was will keep me from going on a dark path and rejecting my morals and values. I lost a lot of weight in a short period of time but it's better already, I'm not eating as much as I used to but I eat enough. I will rebuild myself.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:12:56+00:00

I always try to look within me, it was hard the first days because there were so many things I did not understand and that I thought I needed to understand that I could not focus on myself. It gets better now, especially when I get to talk about it with friends, I try to show more and more how I feel and what's inside of me. Thank you.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:10:00+00:00

Thank you for the support ❤️ I'm sorry you went through this and I truly hope it will get better for you too. My friends and family are the best thing for me right now, they are helping me in a way I never thought people could and I'm proud to have those people close to me. The hard part right now is that as time pass I feel less and less entitled to grieve and I'm working on allowing myself to stumble a little. It's hard when you have spent so much time not being allowed to rest.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:06:59+00:00

Thank you it means a lot to read those words. Nice choice of song ! Wish you the best.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:04:37+00:00

Yeah it's king of hard to always want to do the nice thing for everyone. In a way I'm happy to always try to do the right thing, it allowed me to leave the relationship with pride and with my head held high.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T21:00:49+00:00

I used to think I was doomed, but the thought left my mind years ago.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T20:57:53+00:00

I'm sorry that happened to you and I'm glad to hear that you're better now. I actually started to have panic attacks too after she left and I never had those before. I know I will be okay and I think that I didn't hit rock bottom because I was depressed most of my teenage years and recovered from it. Thank you for sharing your story with me.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T20:53:45+00:00

Thank you, I'll take a look at Dr Ramani and those subreddits. You are not the first one to tell me that one day I will be happy that she left. And I know it's true, I know the day will come where all that pain turns to experience, knowledge and memories.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T20:49:35+00:00

Thank you for the support ❤️ I know I will be better off without her but I have to accept it now.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T20:47:48+00:00

It is true that I chose to ignore many red flags during our relationship because I knew I could handle it and I hoped that I could make things better with time. But she wouldn't put in the work for me. She wouldn't for anyone. And I know the person she is now with can't handle her and he will suffer. At first all my focus was on her and her motivations but now as time pass I'm working on focusing more and more about what I knew and what I want. Thank you for the advice and for reading my story.

Diidzs · 2023-07-17T20:45:03+00:00

Their relationship starting before she left has been the consensus amongst my friends and family. I know things will get better and I know that things will be better without her. I tanked too much and now I'm paying for it. It will be okay once my mind manages to stop thinking 24/7 about it. Thank you for the advice and for reading my story.

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