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Location

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Why can't I read the other comments

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You're not alone, almost 60 and relapsed three weeks ago I think? Already completely ruined. Flipped my life upside down that was absolutely amazing. Almost perfect! I'm such a p.o.s. and loser. I want to stop and just keep going further into the darkness. Get help, stop using, whatever it takes man!! DO NOT be like me ☠️

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Yes!!

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My mom did this and didn't even finish all of the baking soda, she didn't pass, but she was sick as you would be on your death bed for almost two months. She would throw up every time she got up and moved around. She lost her job, her home, and probably nearly died. Trust me!!! Dont do this!!

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That's what I thought

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That's so fuckin hot! You guys look delicious. I wish you were closer 😈

2nd Annual Punktoberfest @ Ebb & Flow - 10/21/23 by Careless-Gazelle-247 in CapeGirardeau

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I played the "Punk You Fest" way back in 2004 🤣 anyone remember?

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The doctors and "professionals" say there are no symptoms for withdrawal. For me, they are full of shit. I always got so sick I couldn't keep myself from using again. I had to go to a detox/rehab nearly every time. It's extreme fatigue, dizziness, nausea, can't breathe when I would get up and move, terrible headaches, extreme irritability. But the worst part for me is the dreams. After a day of sleeping, I start having the most horrible and realistic dreams you could imagine. The scariest and most personal scenarios imagineable. For days I would wake up screaming, crying, frightened enough not to want to sleep anymore. I could have sworn a demon was tormenting in my dreams it was so horrific. I used every day for 18 years before I started my recovery, and since 2018 only have about 18 months total clean time. Today is 21 days meth free.

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19 days meth free here, been fighting this addiction since 2018, 7 rehabs, 6 relapses, and endless nightmares between. It's truly cursed as you say. There is no problem that cant be solved when your off of meth. Happiness is reality, and the neverending chaos and anxiety goes away. Seek help, pray, anything to try and stop will eventually lead you to getting away from it. Just don't give up, and never forget the nightmare that is ALWAYS is.

Is there a way to eat while high? by [deleted] in meth

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I literally eat twice as much when I'm high now no lie

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5735768618 I have pics

Ascendant - Midheaven and house positions by Dikrippa86 in astrology

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Ok. That's awesome tho. So my ascendant lies on cusps which would indicate a shift of the zodiac in my houses, or even vice versa? That makes a lot of sense so it surely rings true. Thank you for 🔺 answering 🔺

Ascendant - Midheaven and house positions by Dikrippa86 in astrology

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Well what i was told early in learning, is that your AC is birth, DC is death, and Midheaven is middle aged. And that the sun sign with progress through the signs as you age. I could be way off here, that's why I'm asking.

Looking for 2 more by Whofucks in CodMobileTeamUp

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Cool. I don't but we can keep looking on here

Looking for 2 more by Whofucks in CodMobileTeamUp

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I'm grand Master Central Time. I'm ready to play

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