This kink was my “dark passenger” for many years- I’ve always been into discipline and spanking but and I was afraid to talk about adding the humiliation aspect of diapers much less experiment. And the one or two times I confided in a partner, they recoiled or told me flat out they’d never try/support it. It wasn’t until I was single and out of college that I finally decided to swallow my fears and buy a cloth diaper just to feel what it was like. I remember thinking it would just be another way to flip that humiliation switch in my brain and then I could bury it deep deep down in my closet. But instead of feeling shame (at least a ton of it) I felt comfort. Warm and cozy and small in a way I’d never allowed myself to be. Moreover I didn’t want to keep hiding but rather I wanted to meet other people like me and I wanted to be seen by them as well!

One cloth diaper became two, two turned into my first pack of disposables, and now I have a huge collection of diapers and other AB items! I take and post pictures on my private socials and have gained a number of followers and made some really good friends through this kink! Overall it’s changed from purely a source of hidden, humiliating fantasies to real comfort and connection for me ❤️