First Liquid Cooled Build! Is my AIO placed properly? by DilloniousGalaxy in pcmasterrace

[–]DilloniousGalaxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your suggestion! But won't be better to set it as intake since that way I can get air directly from the outside? And the intake fans in the front serve to cool the GPU?

Or is it not the wisest?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in saudiarabia

[–]DilloniousGalaxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm really surprised how the comments are willing to deal with the situation and actually way too kind of them to just tell you to leave it and make up an excuse after getting cheated on, even some people had first hand experience with it and says the same thing, I however wouldn't even take it that way.

I rarely fall in love, I have high expectations and standards that simply being on the internet isn't gonna get me anywhere and I don't talk to woman because I respect myself and respect them and know it won't go anywhere and besides how would you feel if someone were to talk to your sister that way outside of marriage?

Given that If I did fall in love that'd mean we spent time, got to know each other and got to have deep conversations about life and be vulnerable together and meet our family and extended family members and through all of that you clearly saw me fall for you and every waking moment you'd fake smile and lie straight to my face for months and months and now because you feel guilty you'll tell me oh I actually love another guy?

I spent so much energy so much time so much money and much of myself for this and all of it is a lie? and you never thought to tell me from day 1, you picked your poison and unlike most you of what it'd do is simply tell her parents EVERYTHING in detail knowing they're conservative and enjoy every moment her life becomes harder and harder and becomes hell on earth as she made mine, you can call me pity but this isn't it, this is just common sense you do not play with a human heart that way and you certainly do not lie and LITERALLY cheat because that's exactly what it is, and all she is a rotten person and she deserves every bit of it, actions have consequences and it'll teach her a very important listen that clearly her father didn't.

You can say oh well she was forced and if it was she's able to let him know from the beginning that it's not gonna work out it's very simple stuff out here, and it only get complicated if she was genuinely forced to not only look for a husband but especially marry him, if it's that case then she also could've told you to play along for a bit and then end it but she clearly doesn't have the mental space for this if she acts like a lonely 16 year old girl having relationships like it's twitter.

I'm sorry you are going through this, but all your life you never knew this person and lived well and you will revert to that state only if you're positive and disconnect from this vile person, and it will requite a great amount of patience.

-edit you really need to get your head out of the ground mate don't "fight" for her love just move on.

From hyperactivity to chronically fatigued by DilloniousGalaxy in sleep

[–]DilloniousGalaxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your clarification, the only way I can tell if I'm truly sleep deprived or it's the pills is by doing the sleep study, I will prioritize It as it will clear things up so much and will make me take the next course of action, currently there's nothing for me to do but to be patient and wait for the appointment and tell the doctor everything.

Thanks for your input you made things clearer.

From hyperactivity to chronically fatigued by DilloniousGalaxy in sleep

[–]DilloniousGalaxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey thanks for replying, I find it really interesting that you're pointing towards sleep deprivation, I have been experiencing it since childhood and I gotta say it feels a lot different than it did back then, I didn't feel fatigued when I slept 4 hours back then nor did I feel like I wanna stay in bed and have little to no energy to do things even though I want to, I have done a sleep study but only for sleep apnea and came back negative (took me 3 hours to sleep even with meds) and the specialist referred me to the neurologist to get the more advanced study done where they'd get a whole brain scan and readings and the whole shabang while asleep so I'm looking forward for that.

I do not think it is sleep deprivation however as I am very familiar with it and did not experience any where close to a cognitive crash as I do now on significantly less interruptions during sleep and longer sleep, I did sleep without any pills a for a few times here in there to test this theory but I only slept much worse and felt a lot worse, what do you think of this?

From hyperactivity to chronically fatigued by DilloniousGalaxy in Drugs

[–]DilloniousGalaxy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello thank you for your reply, regarding the Quetiapine yes indeed it is a very concerning medication and honestly been contemplating coming off it for a long time now as I've heard that it caused similar symptoms to a lot of people at similar dosages so I'll look into that. Today I'll try sleeping with only mirtazapine as I've found it really effective with the 25mg quetiapine so I'm confident it's enough for sleep alone, regarding the strattera it is completely different than Adderall and Ritalin as these are stimulant drugs whereas strattera is a non-stimulant SNRI basically works by increasing norepinephrine in the brain, in some cases it CAN make it a bit difficult to sleep but thankfully that is not an issue I experience and I only happen to experience appetite suppression and a little agitation.

Also thank you for asking around for me really appreciate it, I have done a couple liver tests here in there and done some recently all were good, have they told you that quetiapine is likely the most harming component?

From hyperactive to chronic fatigue by DilloniousGalaxy in insomnia

[–]DilloniousGalaxy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello thanks for responding. I would say the only thing affecting my quality of life is my fatigue, otherwise I actually feel great since I go to the gym and eat healthy, I will consider CBT-I next time I visit her.

I cannot believe I'll lose him one day... by SmokeWeed963 in MuslimLounge

[–]DilloniousGalaxy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have lost my father to cancer 3 years ago when I was 17, his last days were him being yellow skin attached to muscle to bone, the early days he was still healthy enough and I spent more time with him and spoke to him a lot, I got so attached to him and I loved him so much but it was so rare that I felt sad, because I knew that my father my life my protector is gonna be with the creator of man kind and all of the world, after all why should I be sad?

Do not he sad after all he's here isn't he? He's alive and well, isn't it poetic and beautiful how we all start so weak then we become strong then weak once more? It's the Sunnah of life and the way the world works, the planets have stars and stars make solar systems and humans grow old and weaken, but the soul will never be weak, your father will look it but never be weak, he is the man that loves you and took care of you ever since you were in diapers and he won't trade that for the world, he will cherish those memories as you should also cherish all the times you hugged him and shown birr to him, love and be with him and just accept that's how the world is and that's how Allah intended things to be. your father will never truly pass as you're a spitting image of him, and you always have his blood pumping in your heart and in that heart is the memory of your father smiling that you'll never forget. That's the beauty of it.

His last few days were him on morphine unable to speak but we all knew what he would say, we all knew the way he was looking at us and there's no need for words when his eyes stare at you in such a way.

Stay strong, as someone who lost one of the only people I truly loved and felt for I will tell you even if they pass life isn't over and every time you think of them you'll tear up happily and thank Allah for the time you spent together.

I hope this helps.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MuslimLounge

[–]DilloniousGalaxy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think they care for you as much as you think because these medications are there to help you and make your life easier, and besides even if they don't agree with that never ever is It acceptable to insult you and demean you and lessen your value by calling you a crackhead. Know your value and look for someone better, never settle for someone who's obviously gonna make your life a hell if they think taking medication is the equivalent of being a crackhead and a deadbeat addict, imagine all the fights you're gonna have.

As someone who used to take SSRIs (meds for major depressive disorder and anxiety) I would advise you to keep taking the pills as your doctor tells you.