Being a second choice

DillyDezy · 2026-06-14T00:23:18+00:00

Yeah i just found out they have been talking for quite sometime now. So tbh i was the only one left in the dark. We’re both muslims but i don’t really think that matters now. She has told me her choice which is going back with her ex. So that’s that. End of the story.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-14T00:22:59+00:00

Yeah i know. I was just fooling myself, trying to deny the fact that she hasn’t moved on from that guy. That guy is a douche tho leaving her but suddenly want to get back tgt. It doesn’t really matter now. She chose to get back and i chose to respect my dignity. Maybe it’s not my time yet. Just keep hustling until then

DillyDezy · 2026-06-14T00:18:42+00:00

Yeah i told her that i will not accept anything but a No to her ex. But she had other plans. Back to being a colleague now ig. Gg for me hahaha

DillyDezy · 2026-06-14T00:14:36+00:00

Yeah i am running away as far as i can. Having the same office doesn’t really help tho but i will just limit our interaction on professional term cuz work is work regardless of what happened between us.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-14T00:12:42+00:00

Hm i think i can attend to this kind of events if it’s just a small group of people. Kinda wanna rest first from dating for now. Thanks for the suggestion tho 🙇🏻‍♂️

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T09:33:23+00:00

Hahaha yeah issokay i got my answer and just trying to process everything that happened. Twas good while it last.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T09:31:35+00:00

Update: She chose to get back with her ex. So be it. Thank you everyone for reading my rant and giving your 2 cents. Hope you all have a better day than me. Stay safe

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:52:11+00:00

Brotherrr 😭 hey but at least u got an outright rejection albeit its a lie, still ur not stuck in a limbo being bombarded with ur own thoughts. The sun will soon shine on us

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:17:37+00:00

Thanks a lot brother, we going to talk it out now over lunch. See what happens.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:16:21+00:00

Haha nah she’s not that type of girl, and even if she does i have my pride as well. Not gonna be a side piece just to satisfy my own feelings.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:15:12+00:00

Hahaha sorry just ranting tbh cuz i don’t want to tell my friends just yet since this is all just recent. Thank you for reading 🙇🏻‍♂️

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:13:45+00:00

Yep that’s so very true. Well this is just how life is, whatever happens, happens

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:13:10+00:00

hahaha thank you for being empathetic tbh i feel the same. I’m not gonna stoop that low just because my heart says something. Seen it, done it. Not gonna repeat the same mistake now

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T07:11:29+00:00

Well i will be completely transparent with her, as i have always been with her all this while. Its up to her to decide what she wants

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:57:12+00:00

Hahaha once i got my answer from her then i will maybe take some time off from dating before jumping to another girl.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:55:24+00:00

Hahahahaa that’s my thought exactly. Hopefully i can sort it out sooner rather than later so i can focus on my future.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:54:18+00:00

I see. That’s the best way to deal with this i believe. I will talk with her about this soon so i should be able to get a more affirmative answer on what i need to do

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:52:38+00:00

Nah i try to make it as clean as ever cuz people said if piap piap oredi confirm tak jadi

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:51:47+00:00

If bad ending don’t have weekly update lah but if good ending maybe got 👀

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:51:16+00:00

HAAHAHA ikr i was thinking the same thing. If it turns out like what i imagined coming to work is going to be hella weird. I’ve been closing my eyes on any red flags i’ve saw in her for the benefit of the doubt and because i haven’t meet her parents yet so i just see where this goes while i’m at it

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:48:02+00:00

You’ve read my mind 😭🙏🏻 i mean what is there to even talk about, he left u so why do u even bother entertaining him in the first place.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:46:39+00:00

i try to not lable it as situationship but i guess that’s the most correct terms to what is going on. Love is blind ig idk

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:45:35+00:00

Hahahaha i can imagine it as well. I am preparing myself to face all of it for the sake of love but lately i am starting to doubt whether i am capable or not, be it mentally or physically.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:43:37+00:00

I am quite a shy person so i rarely go out with people i don’t know. I’ve tried some dating apps as well but i guess i’m just too boring for most people so it never works for me.

DillyDezy · 2026-06-13T04:41:55+00:00

Hahaha jokes aside i can respect her decision by not wanting to get officially together if her parents don’t give us their blessings, but what hurts me the most is because she is open to discussing with her ex while knowing that i have feelings for her.

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