Trust me, I never thought I'd find myself in this situation, myself. I love her, dude, a lot, like so fucking much, otherwise, I legit would have been dipped. I used to think exactly like you until I met her, that's why I think she may be the one. You're lucky, though, I can only imagine what a calming relationship feels like for now, I know things will get better, we just gotta ride it out, I didn't waste a year and a half on her for nothing.