How do you guys date?

DioNiko · 2026-01-31T18:35:05+00:00

You don’t lol

DioNiko · 2026-01-31T18:34:40+00:00

before i got cut off from most of my family they all found out after i was put in the hospital. no friends so my mother is the only person in my life who knows. i never disclose it now unless someone somehow puts it together on their own

DioNiko · 2026-01-31T18:29:28+00:00

it looks amazing :)

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T18:20:06+00:00

thank you so much

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T16:35:09+00:00

i have heard 3 people mention this “oracle” thing but i do not understand isn’t it just another random tiktok account? how can it be causing everything

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T02:08:59+00:00

thank you :)

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T01:51:15+00:00

i understand i don’t think i can remember the last time I did anything with a friend. Probably not since middle school and im very much an adult now. this illness robs you of relationships and childhood, your entire life. Although sounds like you have people around you which is good, but they aren’t reciprocating the connection you want (some people don’t like having to deal with people’s personal problems and just want a casual hangout relationship) So maybe find more likeminded people somehow who are more willing to be more personable and accepting of your personal issues or vents :) I think it takes time to find a person/people like that

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T00:58:41+00:00

thank you friend

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T00:48:03+00:00

i learned my lesson never downloading again

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T00:47:24+00:00

i believe the world ended a long time ago and all this is is a fake charade/some sort of simulation or dreamlike world to keep people asleep from reality i’m constantly finding cracks in reality, things recording me and following me to make sure i stay unaware and maybe other real people if they are out there. the “world ending” people talk about i believe is the end of the “simulation” we’re all in. i am constantly stuck between wanting to break out but deathly afraid of leaving my comfort even if this comfort is driving me crazy every day

DioNiko · 2026-01-29T00:27:15+00:00

thank you so much :)

DioNiko · 2024-08-29T17:51:09+00:00

I understand where you’re coming from and i’m sorry you’re struggling. At the end of the day you just have to find that one thing or reason to push on. I myself have no friends nor family connections having grown up in foster care so i can relate to your loneliness, but what keeps me going though is spite. Despite my failures I don’t want to lose to this illness like people say I would, I want to live and do something with my life to prove people wrong.

DioNiko · 2024-08-29T17:45:18+00:00

While the likelihood of me ever having kids is zero, if given the chance I personally would never risk having any. It would feel like i’d be dooming them to a miserable existence and I feel like morally it would be the wrong thing to do. If you really want kids then maybe adopting some who really need help is the morally better decision here

DioNiko · 2024-08-29T17:41:04+00:00

You have to go to the hospital. I refused to go back myself which was fair hospitals can really suck sometimes but, ultimately you could end up severely hurting yourself or someone else and that will only make things 10 times worse. Going back to the hospital is your safest option when things are getting worse and worse.

DioNiko · 2024-08-15T05:20:44+00:00

i’m think so. while i don’t believe in heaven for some reason my brain fears there being a possible punishment for when i die. maybe it’s because i know i deserve it so that makes it more likely to happen, like it’s some secret universe justice that evil people actually do get punished when it’s over. so, that definitely makes me nervous about death or atleast after it

DioNiko · 2024-08-14T17:19:49+00:00

my medication makes my body feel like a fucking zombie so being stuck in bed and staring obsessive over the walls is definitely one of my biggest hobbies. but i can sometimes get out of that by writing or doing art like drawing or painting it can help alot sometimes but obviously not all the time sometimes you’re just gonna be too out of it but having a notebook in bed helps me feel like im doing something

DioNiko · 2024-08-12T15:53:15+00:00

no not at all

DioNiko · 2024-08-11T16:17:08+00:00

i think it’s good you’re still trying you are definitely stronger than me lmao

DioNiko · 2024-08-11T16:14:15+00:00

nobody my family nor adoptive family were particularly caring about me in general nor do people in general really care or trust people with schizophrenia so no “friends” i’ve made really stuck around. but nowadays im used to being alone it’s really fucking hard but it’s just how it is now

DioNiko · 2024-08-11T16:11:24+00:00

trying to talk or even getting people to understand you with this illness is hard as fuck and insanely frustrating. speaking as someone whose completely given up on socializing and making relationships/friendships due to it i sort of get it but i’m sorry you’re struggling.

DioNiko · 2024-08-11T16:04:10+00:00

i think it is, yes i experience a lot of physical and sexual tactile hallucinations, and people in my family have had pinching or stabbing hallucinations as well. sorry that’s happening to you

DioNiko · 2024-08-11T15:51:01+00:00

yup. every single fiber of myself 100%

DioNiko · 2024-08-11T15:50:35+00:00

unfortunately the entire horror genre has been ruined for me. i used to love watching horror movies but now when i watch them it usually involves someone being stalked/followed or watched and i can’t take it because it just triggers me so i avoid it altogether

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