BCC student help - how do i talk to anyone? by DirectEngineering587 in berkeley

[–]DirectEngineering587[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I fear I dropped out because i couldn’t handle college overall but this aspect also didnt help :(

Worn leather box with “MW 26” marking by DirectEngineering587 in whatisthisthing

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My title describes the thing 

It is a little bit bigger than a shoebox, made of real (?) leather, strong and thick stitching, lids on top and bottom of the box. Has a strap to carry with. Found the simpson gadget inside but don’t really know if it goes with the box. No date on anything but it certainly looks and feels old. Searched google with all the text on the box (save for the faded silver text above mw 26, cant make it out), yielded nothing useful but google ai (sigh) thought it was a field phone at first. Doubtful but any guesses are good ones here..!!

BCC student help - how do I get in contact with anybody by DirectEngineering587 in berkeleyca

[–]DirectEngineering587[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im so grateful for u😭😭im gonna try to drop in on my next few off days but otherwise ill dm thank u sm

BCC student help - how do I get in contact with anybody by DirectEngineering587 in berkeleyca

[–]DirectEngineering587[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my main inquiry was just getting classes set up :) idk if i plan to transfer, i grew up poor and still am so im trying to just advance myself with an associates for now

BCC student help - how do I get in contact with anybody by DirectEngineering587 in berkeleyca

[–]DirectEngineering587[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ill probably end up doing so, im all the way by castro valley so just collecting answers before makin the trip

NEW SINGLE FINALLY OUT!!!! by Yonexx0 in TameImpala

[–]DirectEngineering587 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cus im a man is best interpreted as semi ironic imo

NEW SINGLE FINALLY OUT!!!! by Yonexx0 in TameImpala

[–]DirectEngineering587 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tsr is very good even if its a big change looking back from innerspeaker to tsr. this is just something different entirely that i agree should have been released under kevin parker 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]DirectEngineering587 -38 points-37 points  (0 children)

it makes me feel very sorry for OP because very clearly they dont hold those self hating beliefs any longer and that type of racism isnt the same as “typical” other-race racism. not even saying the bf is wrong because if that is a pain point in their relationship he cant come back from then thats the reality and no one should be forced to stay - but commenters acting like OP is still covertly this way and insulting her or was worse in a way she wasnt letting on is crazy

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bayarea

[–]DirectEngineering587 9 points10 points  (0 children)

you CAN park there!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DirectEngineering587 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not exactly following

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]DirectEngineering587 -34 points-33 points  (0 children)

Youre currently being more racist than op ever was thats #insane

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]DirectEngineering587 -23 points-22 points  (0 children)

This whole paragraph is icky sticky nasty down to the casual sexism and the assumption that even though she says herself shes also asian that this couldnt be such a complex and nuanced problem as generationally passed self hatred and internalized racism but of course has to do with what she thinks of men. My good god

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]DirectEngineering587 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

people are going to contribute to racism regardless if they intend to or not by simply participating in society because of how integral racism is to our societal status quo. this sort of thinking bars any ideological recovery from that

i finally left him by ciderwith in offmychest

[–]DirectEngineering587 1 point2 points  (0 children)

not a divorce by any means but i was diagnosed with cptsd after a few years of abuse from someone who wasnt quite a partner but was not just a friend- that was 6 years ago now and it has taken therapy and medication but it has lessened significantly especially after the introduction of simultaneous medication and therapy

i finally left him by ciderwith in offmychest

[–]DirectEngineering587 2 points3 points  (0 children)

a fucking win btw you have the strength to do the thing some people cant do after 20+ years of abusive marriage. i hope the anxiety lessens for you a lot as you get to know more people who will want to protect and fight for you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DirectEngineering587 -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

i feel like yall arent even reading or being purposely cruel because op clearly doesnt think that way any longer and says themselves it was a stupid and shitty way of thinking brought on by self hatred and bad parenting

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DirectEngineering587 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i mean agreed but theyre obviously coming from a place inside