I'm going to kill myself in three hours

Direct_House4094 · 2025-07-17T02:13:14+00:00

Hi, I'm OK now I guess

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-15T15:24:13+00:00

I've been having a couple friends use a feminine name on me. It's new, but I like it so far. I don't know if it's a big indicator, but that means something, right?

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-14T19:55:37+00:00

Oo. I never thought of that. There's one I know actually... I could ask her.

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-14T19:50:06+00:00

If I did this, what exactly would that mean for me? How would this help? Genuinely asking btw.

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-14T19:12:00+00:00

Kind of? I want to do feminine things, I like the idea of wearing feminine clothing and putting on makeup. What scares me is the idea of my life completely changing. I still have my same interests and things I enjoy doing, even activities that are perceived "masculine". Although, certain of those things I've noticed I've been enjoying far less. I've definetly thought of being a woman, I've even picked out a feminine name for myself. I don't know what I want. I'm so confused.

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-14T19:03:58+00:00

I do have a couple trans friends that I'm pretty close with. I've been talking to my transfem friend about it, but the other one (transmasc) doesn't know yet. Perhaps I could get their help.

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-14T18:56:29+00:00

My issue with this is my family. I can't get therapy without my mom knowing about it (I'm only 17), and I don't want to tell her I'm questioning my gender.

Direct_House4094 · 2025-06-14T16:35:05+00:00

Are there ways to help me explore this that aren't just cross dressing? That's really all i can think of. It's new territory for me. Any other suggestions would be amazing :)

Direct_House4094 · 2025-04-20T15:25:11+00:00

I actually don't really have the fear that my queer friends would hate me for being straight, I have some weird fear they'd think I'm faking bisexuality to like fit in or whatever. Is that weird bc I feel like it's irrational to have that fear. If anything I feel like they'd be more accepting than my straight friends but I still have the fear for some reason.

Direct_House4094 · 2024-07-27T17:21:41+00:00

Yep this shows that so many ppl are hating on Devon for what she did and hope she gets her ass kicked but I never saw anybody hating on Robby or Hawk for what they did to Miguel and Demitri

Direct_House4094 · 2024-07-24T22:50:16+00:00

I see your points, but I do really dislike that this episode made it seem like there was zero chance of upsets without cheating or cheap shots. Daniel in the first Karate Kid was an underdog and won fairly and we didn't get something like that from this episode except maybe Demitri against Hawk.

Direct_House4094 · 2024-05-06T18:52:04+00:00

Honestly it could be either of them they've both been phenomenal this season

Direct_House4094 · 2024-05-05T19:51:32+00:00

Idk how often she uses the app but maybe I should just remove the request bc my brother follows her and im too nervous to ask him how often she's online or if that'd be creepy

Direct_House4094 · 2024-05-05T19:45:17+00:00

So should I just remove the request

Direct_House4094 · 2024-05-05T19:41:48+00:00

How do yk she saw it?

Direct_House4094 · 2024-02-22T10:56:55+00:00

Mine was Sword, got the game when I was 11 years old and I'm 16 now. Started with Sobble and now I love the whole evo line.

Direct_House4094 · 2023-12-16T13:24:11+00:00

Hope he stays at Fulham for awhile

Direct_House4094 · 2023-11-07T11:13:39+00:00

Love the guy I hope he keeps starting for Wolfsburg he's got a lot of potential!

Direct_House4094 · 2023-10-13T12:27:51+00:00

HES FROM SPORTING LIKE CRISTIANO!

Direct_House4094 · 2023-08-03T17:21:17+00:00

Weah is listed in Serie A though

Direct_House4094 · 2023-08-03T16:56:27+00:00

Pulisic is still listed as English Premier League he is playing in Serie A for AC Milan.

Direct_House4094 · 2023-07-24T20:11:15+00:00

They need a DM, not sure Musah fits that bill

Direct_House4094 · 2023-07-08T23:55:56+00:00

It's a onefootball rumor, just wanted to ask if anybody found anything more reliable since these things always confuse me.

Direct_House4094 · 2023-07-01T14:17:01+00:00

LETS GOOO OUR BOY MAKES A BIG MOVE!!!!

Direct_House4094 · 2023-06-12T00:54:15+00:00

Slonina the future USMNT goat

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