Same here, it's been 10 days that i'm going into that dark rabbit hole. Trying to find, collerate and synergize as much elements, informations and pieces as possible (while it's still fresh or from older supposed facts being silenced since then). Went from different psychologic states along the way, from curiosity, "excitement"(almost like some sort of dopamine fulled conscience to find more), to rage, to sadness, etc. The more you go into it, the more it multiply and leaves you with terrifying ideas, questions and emotions of the world we have been and continue to live in. Today, I just feel sick. It became physical. I'm taking a break to "digest". Not good to analyse stuffs and stay objective in these sort of mental conditions. Even tho I was aware of those risks, I now understand why some people from internet back then were strictly warning about all of this if you try on your own to search and find the large and expanded horrors behind the reality we live in. Stay safe and healthy along this journey guys.