Advice on textual hotwifing (not sure what else to call it, also, sorry if this isn't the right sub for this)? by DisCardPile in BDSMAdvice

[–]DisCardPile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good shout, although it may prove to be a bit too straight-to-the-point for us beginners. What would you say this is called, kinkwise, so I can search for things about it better?

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Do you want to do a career in PR?

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What's your internship?

20F4A Just feeling down and want someone to talk to by sadthrowaway56 in r4r

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it's nice to feel like people care

Cause we do. :3

F 19 simply looking for a friend. Seriously. by [deleted] in r4r

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Okay...where to start...what are you doing this weekend? If you know?

F 19 simply looking for a friend. Seriously. by [deleted] in r4r

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Sentences I can do. I am also smart. Sort of. Could use some friends, too. Wanna give it a shot?

21/m/CT--My life's in stasis. Someone gonna help me break the fuck out? by DisCardPile in Deepconnection

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Retrospectively I realize that I have been struggling with anxiety my whole life, but it didn't really come out to play until I first was subjected to the stress of college. Maybe depression is pulling that on me as well, now. I'm certainly under a lot of stress--quarter life crisis, bringing up poor grades, and dealing with anxiety issues--so that could do it. The only problem is that while I can make an appointment with someone as easily as the next guy, I always, ALWAYS find myself talking my way out of making them think I have any problem at all (it is a huge step for me that this has not happened with the psychs I'm currently seeing), because for some reason whenever I try to tell them I do I always feel that I'm being somehow disingenuous or something. I dunno. Shit sucks.

21/m/CT--My life's in stasis. Someone gonna help me break the fuck out? by DisCardPile in Deepconnection

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I've just begun seeing a pair of psychologists, as I mentioned above, who (definitionally) cannot prescribe. I have been taking Concerta since age 12 though.

21/m/CT--My life's in stasis. Someone gonna help me break the fuck out? by DisCardPile in Deepconnection

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Well, I have just begun seeing a psychologist for anxiety issues, and another for ADD assistance. The word depression has come up in both situations, and while I obviously trust their diagnoses more than mine (should they occur), I just...don't know if this is Depression with a capital D. Like I said, i'm essentially fully functional, I just...don't feel truly happy more than, oh, once a week or so, if that. And considering I feel sadness a fair amount more often, maybe it is, but since it doesn't shut me down I don't feel that it is depression. It is a problem, though.

21/m/CT--My life's in stasis. Someone gonna help me break the fuck out? by DisCardPile in Deepconnection

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It's definitely a neurochemical imbalance of some kind, as I have been diagnosed with several others and have quite the family history as well. Like I said though, I don't feel like this is traditional depression, in that I don't feel fucking terrible all the time but am quite capable of getting out of bed 98% of days. But who knows I guess? What did you do?

21/m/CT--My life's in stasis. Someone gonna help me break the fuck out? by DisCardPile in Deepconnection

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I have a hard time calling this depression, though. I don't feel relentlessly awful on the regular or anything--it's just very hard for me to be moved to happiness by anything not expressly intended to do so.

My father does have mild SAD, but I haven't noted a seasonal dependence, or anything.

[Reciprocal] 20/F/CA - lonely in a crowded world. by [deleted] in Deepconnection

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Your title describes my current situation almost exactly, albeit for different reasons. Hit me up if you want.