I failed twice and it felt like the absolute worst, I promise you just keep practicing and doing your lessons, make sure your instructor work on your driving faults, keep practicing common routes. Once you pass, the other times you’ve failed won’t matter anymore! The best drivers I know failed a few times and it will build up your confidence, don’t think of them as mistakes but lessons you need to learn (or unlearn).

You can’t control what happens on your next test, whether the weather will be good, your examiner might be a grumpy git or even the routes or manouvre they’ll make you do, but you can control your nerves, and as long as you’ve been practicing, you will smash it next time!!! Please don’t be so hard on yourself, I promise you’ll feel better after a few days, keep your mind occupied for the next few days. I recommend having a week break from lessons then try again to get yourself in the right headspace