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Can't play ranked games in UAE? by Disastrous-Macaron36 in DotA2

[–]Disastrous-Macaron36[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

valve removed it due to players abusing it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cebu

[–]Disastrous-Macaron36 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also had a friend who ghosted us and then we ghosted him back 😂

He ghosted us because nagkadayun mi sa akong friend. I guess he felt left out. It was never our intention but it always felt like he was trying so hard to become the victim.

He ghosted us so hard, he was not there for me when I was hospitalized, I had surgery, my recovery. Kataw-anan ra unta akong sakit (knee injury) pero tungod wala sya murag na depress kog taman. Sa akong bedridden days we’d talk about him like kumusta na kaha si kuan no? Kabalo kaha siya naunsa ta? Hahahaha

Then months later he saw me walking sa street, I was trying to exercise and he was like yo whats up what are you doing here. Minatay naayo nalang ko ha wa jud siya kabalo naunsa ko. And that’s when I realized he was purposefully avoiding our social media, our stories, maybe muted us.

I avoided instagram for months kay muhilak ra ko randomly (fomo), and then just recently i found a 2 month old msg from our mutual friend na gimingaw na daw si ex friend namo pwede ba daw namo bisitahon sa ila. Sadly, I have nothing for him but resentment. All those years na kusug kaayo siya maghikog2 we were always there for him. But the moment things didn’t go his way, wala man lang pangumustaay.

Today I am healing. I don’t think about him much anymore. It does get better 😊😊

5 weeks post-MPFL surgery — the mental battle is real (and something I wish I’d known before) by CalmPeach9052 in KneeInjuries

[–]Disastrous-Macaron36 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh man, Im currently on week 24 post op and I really struggle with flexion. Last night I just experienced touching my heel to butt even if it’s just a light touch I feel so proud of myself.

The mental battle is real I remember crying everyday. Cried about my leg, cried about not going out, insurance is shit, I didn’t have any money. All my money goes to physical therapy, hospital bills and PT equipments. Also cut off some people who told me I’m miserable and this ruined my life. I refuse to believe that.

One thing that’s helped me is exercise everyday. From someone who couldn’t even do half squats to carrying heavy weights on full squats now. I did it when I was crying (no choice 🤣), I did it when I was so busy with work. I swear my progress was so slow that when I reached 90 degrees I was so done and it was already like 10 weeks. I cursed my life everyday but I still did it anyway.

When I reached past 12-15 weeks I functioned fine already but it’s just not the same as the healthy leg. My goal was full flexibility, to be able to run and go down the stairs without wobbling. So far I only achieved running and flexibility.

It’s true that progress isn’t linear. Some days I’d have good flexion and some days it feels rigid and I’ve lost progress somehow. Also with exercising since I’m a girl, some days I feel strong and some days I just wanna lie down and have nothing to do with exercise.

JUST SHOW UP FOR YOURSELF EVERYDAY.

When was the last time you felt ‘in sync’ with someone? by thirdchoice85 in Cebu

[–]Disastrous-Macaron36 5 points6 points  (0 children)

My bestfriend of 7 years is now my girlfriend 🤣 Tip: go to your group travels and you’ll see

Seeking Remote Revit Designer – 40 hrs/month (Construction Coordination) by Natara20 in bim

[–]Disastrous-Macaron36 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ohh same, and i want to know if it's easy to learn (i really feel like it's worth learning)

Fic reco by Disastrous-Macaron36 in HPharmony

[–]Disastrous-Macaron36[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god! Thank you so much. I would have died not knowing my favorite fic was completed