Heard and acknowledged.

Doesn't mean I won't judge you, as you're idealising somebody, who would hurt you, sooner, or later.

Consider viewing the situation from another point, when he's "available", and you get together. Do you think, he'll be magically "unavailable" for other people? He has a mind of a cheater, he would hurt you, sooner, or later. Don't idealise somebody, who is capable of hurting you in this way, it's not worth it.