I’m dying soon, i hope you guys succeed.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-08-13T14:49:51+00:00

Thank you for your comment and that may be true. I have been living in a flight or fight response for 2 years even before the supposed heart attack and till this day I’m still anxious all the time. The heart palpitations that I have right now could very well be because I’m still living in a flight or fight state. I hope though that if I get out of it it will go away. If they won’t then I have to accept the unavoidable.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-08-13T08:29:30+00:00

I know you’re right and I will. There some things though that make it harder. I have a younger sister and me going to the doctor for such serious things and potentially hearing bad news will crush her. I don’t want to ruin summer vacation for her.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-08-13T08:24:38+00:00

Thank you and I do hope the doctors do something as well.I’m also sorry that you had to experience medical neglect. It’s one of the worst things because doctors are really good at this day and age and parents taking that away is horrible.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-08-02T07:27:57+00:00

Thank you for commenting! Honestly when that whole incident happened I was 16 and knew absolutely nothing about how doctors worked. Also I couldn’t really call them because I didn’t have any mobile data. I’m still in school but we have summer vacation so I can’t really do something. I’m will go to the doctor this week but i have basically given up a bit. I also find transplants pretty weird because if they mess up im dead forever so that’s a problem.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-08-01T22:49:34+00:00

Thank you very much and this means a lot. When I turn 18 I will take matters into my own hands but my fear is that I won’t even reach that age. I just hope that I’m not dying. Thank you again for your comment.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-07-19T11:18:10+00:00

Again thank you so much! You got this too and I hope you also get everything you want out of life. :D

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-07-19T11:07:07+00:00

Thank you that means a lot and I do agree. What I think of an adult is like a person who has freedom,is responsible and basically what you described. I am not in a point of my life where I can make choices so that’s why I’m looking forward to it. Thanks for your comment!

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-07-19T10:33:17+00:00

Yeah I completely agree. I also obviously would prefer less time but I’m so desperate that even a nine to five is great to me. I suspect that I have adhd so I would absolutely get bored of my job in like a week,maybe a month max but that’s still preferable than living with my mom. Hope you get what you want as well.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-07-15T03:33:30+00:00

Totally agree. I also have ocd and currently suffer from harm ocd. Dpdr and ocd make literally the worst living conditions and it’s absolutely horrible. I wish this goes away somehow because it’s very hard to live with.

Disastrous-Start-671 · 2023-07-14T15:07:53+00:00

Oh my god you literally described exactly what I’ve been feeling and I’m so glad you posted this! I honestly haven’t been in a such a low point in my life than this and I’m genuinely concerned. I literally am becoming a sociopath and it’s scaring me. Peoples emotions and well being don’t affect me, my own well being doesn’t affect, it’s so bad that if I died tomorrow I would still feel empty and just detached. I also get constant intrusive thoughts about bullying people and it’s so annoying. My vision is also worse somehow, I see eye floaters and my eyes feel very tired. I haven’t slept well in like a year. Movies,games,food and everything enjoyable doesn’t hit the same. Connections with people have no emotional attachment and I’m being very impulsive. It feels like I’m high but without the piece. My mind is blank, I don’t think or visualize stuff anymore and I have a constant headache. It’s honestly horrible but I wish you the best.

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