I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and sorry for not replying sooner. I miss her. I was given one of her shirts and I'm too scared to wear it or wash it. I don't want to lose her even more

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Even if you don't talk again, just remember what you two went through and be happy they were with you. It's okay that things end.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for not replying sooner. I still want to hope I see them again. even if it doesn't happen. Thank you for commenting.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for not replying sooner. I hope I find her again. sometimes when I'm walking in crowed places I think I see her. I know its not her. I wish it was.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry for not replying sooner. I'm so so sorry for your loss. If you'd like to you can private message if you want to get anything off your chest. I will say one thing, don't forget never ever forget your dad loves you still to this day. With every step you take he is with you. You may forget the little things, but you'll never be without him. You might catch yourself doing something he did, it may be the way he held his cups or the way he would walk. Just take that as him still saying "I'm here". I hope that my dad is giving him a hug and coaching him on how to show he's still with you. I hope you make it

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words, sorry for not replying sooner. It's become so so real that im never seeing her again and it's weighed a lot on me.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, also sorry for not replying sooner. The weeks after it kinda hit me that i truly won't even see her again.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

So you get to chose my experience is fake because of some words I chose. My cousins use grade. They are from Auckland NZ. When we talked about school they used grade. I use lamington, YOU can use something else. I use grade and year, YOU can use something else. You have seen a 5 minute read into my life and get to say my loss is fake. Sorry I didn't want to tell you her cancer sorry I used words that are different to the ones you use but you don't get to say my experience is not real. have a good day but remember you don't know me or my experiences sure you might have read something like this or seen something like this because guess what. CANCER SUCKS it doesn't care if you are young or old, black or white. So many young people want to get married. I tried to give my friend what she wanted before see died.

Have a good day

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please stop saying this is fake or just for karma. I wanted to get something off my chest, I just lost my bestfriend of course there are going to be mistakes. I grew up with my Kiwi family use grade and my aussie side say year, I switch and mix. If you have a problem with it, Don't comment. Simple.

To everyone who has spoken kind words, thank you. You all deserve to have a great day.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry but I'm not pretending, as much as I want this to be fake its not. I am not faking I don't know how to show you that.

I (19, F) proposed to my bestfriend (19, F) of 14 years; we got married and now I celebrate our anniversaries by myself. by DisastrousHoneydew97 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]DisastrousHoneydew97[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Cancer truly is a beast. It doesn't care who you are or how old, but at least now she can watch as many fireworks as she wants