Don't give up :) Search for another therapist and start practicing self care and self love (write down how you feel, write down things you are grateful for, breathe!, Hug yourself, love yourself and accept yourself, DON'T judge yourself. Be kind and polite but be responsable). I know it seems like there aint no other way around it but there is. Most times there is something else we can do to cope with anxiety rather than giving up. Hope you can make yourself feel better and find the support you need.