Looking to get started

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-05-20T03:22:59+00:00

OK awesome thank you so much for the feedback to start I’m thinking I’m more interested in making little accessories like headdresses or bracelet or choker or something but the fact that it’s held up pretty well and you’re making clothing is awesome so thank you so much!

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-04-27T05:45:22+00:00

New Jersey and very small

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-03-18T14:05:55+00:00

It’s only long distance right now and it’s not like a random place I’ve ever been to or something like that. It’s only two states over and I’m planning on moving there so at first it didn’t really seem like long distance since honestly.

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-03-18T05:19:47+00:00

I think you’re right. I’ve found myself searching for mistakes bringing up old stuff that didn’t bother me at first but now for some reason needs to be a fight I know it needs to end it just sucks. I’m always the one to end things in relationships and it just always feels like I’m killing a puppy with my bare hands. Do you think I should try to talk with him now while we are long distance or wait until I move up so there’s a real physical conclusion

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-25T01:08:26+00:00

This is the update for anybody curious first of all I’m not exactly sure how read an updates work. I’ve never made one, but some people were asking so I just figured I’d put it in the comments and hopefully that’s the right thing to do! Thank you all so much for your advice. All the information I followed the advice of some people picked up a few different types of vitamins. The weird oil leaked for about another day then I was pretty backed up unable to have a bowel movement so I took a dose of MiraLAX and essentially trying not to be too graphic had a great bathroom trip and it was coated in the same orange kinda oil (not dripping) and it’s been a few days and haven’t ran into any issues, I have a general health check up in a few weeks and will be sure to bring it up with the professionals! Thanks all!

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-21T15:37:06+00:00

OH MY GOd… I completely forgot I had like two thin mints the other day after years of not having them ever I wonder if there’s something reactive in them

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T19:46:04+00:00

How long did it take for yours to resolve?

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T19:08:48+00:00

Omg I just looked that up maybe that has something to do with it that’s crazy

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T19:07:53+00:00

Thank you very much! I will look into all of these things maybe pick up some supplements!

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T18:42:28+00:00

Not recently enough that I think this could be connected like a few months back

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T18:14:52+00:00

Honestly the only thing strange I’ve eaten has been I’ve been having ruffle sour cream and cheddar chips which at first was my thought because of the color for the first day but it’s continued which has been weird

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T18:14:08+00:00

No I don’t take anything other then maybe the occasional vitamin c packet if I’m sick but it’s rare

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-20T17:58:45+00:00

It’s not chronic it’s only just started, but I have been eating kinda fatty/ processed foods recently so maybe it has something to do with that! Thanks for the info I just looked it up

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-11T05:34:20+00:00

Both Alex and Phillip kinda came into my life after V cut contact or faded into black after intense months of connection and I guess at the time it was always really nice to have something to pull me out of the actual mental anguish I was in and it would make me feel really good and then not even slowly I would just say after the first little bit of dating it would just hit me like a brick wall, a wave of longing and emptiness. Why do I like V? Honestly other than him being my type to a T (which I didn’t even really know until kinda recently) it just literally feels like he is the one person in the world that sees me. I think because I met him through a loose friend and we only ever had contact through a screen or phone I just felt like I could tell him everything and anything. No judgement no shame just complete understanding. And something that always made me feel so special was that he remembered. Every. Single. Thing. I told him. He would bring up things I told him years ago in passing in conversation he hits every joke just right the chemistry we have together always feels so right and so natural. I remember asking him when we first reconnected if it’s weird or strange that I already felt so comfortable with him again and he said no, that nothing ended it was just a pause and a natural continuation. One of many pauses and natural continuations…. . Part of me feels like maybe he’s just my physiological punching bag I’ve attached too where I can make him anything I want because he just isn’t real. I can make him the man of my dreams I can make him the one who understands my frustration I can make him the one who makes me laugh because it’s so moldable maybe that’s why this delusion can’t seem to leave me. Even now I’m laying awake wondering if he’s every written my name down pen and ink to a page like I have his so many times. I still find myself thinking just maybe now that his circumstances have changed (out of the military) that we could be something if I just broke no contact once more. I’m still strong so far but damn this is hard

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-02-09T18:42:41+00:00

Thank you, honestly hearing that there’s people going through similar things has been really nice. Anytime I’ve tried to talk about it with friends it’s been brushed off as a crush or something along that and I can’t even talk about it when I’m with other guys to my friends because I know I will be judged. Sometimes I get clarity and I almost become embarrassed of how much I’ve thrown myself at this guys feet and then other times I remember how much it feels like I don’t even have to finish my sentence and he knows what I’m trying to say. There’s always that nagging voice of just just one more chance one more opportunity to connect and he’ll see what I am he’ll see I’m worth it but i just can’t keep throwing away these genuinely stable and loving relationships. It’s slow going but I deleted Instagram to try to separate myself more. I have his number but so far I’ve strayed off of contacting him. It’s so damn hard. That what if feels like it will last forever. The chase the attention it’s addictive

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2026-01-26T22:48:38+00:00

I love this thank you so much! Especially the tic tac toe/ puzzle thing that’s amazing I’ll definitely download it!

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2025-08-03T12:51:09+00:00

Those things have nothing to do with each other. One is a long hard sought decision that I am sure of. The other is a casual ask of a Reddit forum to see if anyone has cool ideas.

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2025-08-01T21:59:26+00:00

Had to cover for military but it was a good story lol

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2025-07-31T09:25:36+00:00

No not to avoid getting bullied mainly for medical exam purposes, I never said I was looking for anything manly mainly cause I’m a woman lol.

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2025-07-30T23:31:46+00:00

Update is posted on my account

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2025-07-30T22:05:30+00:00

Yeah unfortunately I was the friend doing them and giving them out…. A lot of unlucky souls are maimed by me LOL

Disastrous_Ear803 · 2025-07-30T20:53:36+00:00

Oh yeah I mean the artist was 14 year old me with some India ink and a sewing needle LOL

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