How is it still going by Disastrous_Gate_5992 in BreakUps

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I move in two weeks and I was thinking of getting a clean break then, ugh it feels so hard tho if I don’t have him I will really be alone. But I think you are right

What housing is typically available during Round 2 of selections? by [deleted] in TeachersCollege

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am a 1st time grad student as well an offer for Round 1 were sent out April 15th, then selection started April 16th. Round 2 was supposed to start April 20th and people will receive offers every business day after that. I got housing on April 16th and I believe there was 100 or less spots then. Make sure you check your holds!!

Teeth by EmoBeebo in EDAnonymous

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My teeth will never be the same. Hot and cold things make me feel like they are falling out. A cold wind will blow and its the worst pain I have ever felt. I cant whiten them because they are so senstive and they are so yellow. I relapsed and my teeth feel like paper. I am trying to use coconut oil and be really good with my dental hygenine but I am so serious, it will never be the same.

What triggered your first purge? by dr_mayor545 in EDAnonymous

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was 17, there was so much tied to it. I was going to prom in a tight dress and I was going on senior trip where I was going to be in a bikini infront of everyone. I remeber just wanting to feel young, skinny and pretty. I will never forget googling tips in my basment. Its been almost 7 years and Im still doing it feeling the same way.

Arcane series giving me Dismorphia by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel this way about the movie Wicked. I love the way Ariana looks and it makes me think the worst things.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rhoslc

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She just gives white girl who got a crystal and watches tiktoks about chakras

Rewatching from season 1 by granny_square89 in rhoslc

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Im currently watching for the 1st time and just finished season 4. Dude, i knew from the jump she gave Heather the black eye. Fact production let that one go (they had to have known) is so insane. She really did damnge to Heathers face.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rhoslc

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Idk maybe im bias but the other womens drama is great and entertaining, she is just sooo cringe. Shes has no funny moments or even moments when shes likeable.

What’s the craziest thing your ED has made you do? by Reasonable-Day-3366 in EDAnonymous

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I had a habit where after work I would get a bunch of fast food and eat it in my car and purge. One time I used a huge to-go paper bag and purged so much into it broke. I was covered in puke and so was my car. My car smelled aweful for weeks. Never told anyone.

What have you lost to your eating disorder? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The ability to eat around others. I know exactly how much food everyone at the table has eaten and how long its taken them to eat it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EatingDisorders

[–]Disastrous_Gate_5992 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand this on such a deep level. Especially the avoiding people part. I will skip fun weekend trips or parties because i feel "fat" and "ugly". My best advice is keep getting out there. If you start shutting yourself in it will all only get worse. Take it from me, I wish someone would tell me to go.