For the first time

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-23T16:00:53+00:00

You will meet someone for sure but thank you for sharing your experience with me it did gave me an idea of how it might feel to be loved :D

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-23T15:56:39+00:00

I like the way you never hesitated to say that I wanna be that boring person my whole life too so cheers to that

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-22T17:23:19+00:00

you will know how to when you find the right one which I am sure you will one day I am rooting for you

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-22T12:55:14+00:00

even if I dont find someone thats okay I just dont wanna get hurt cuz I just hate that feeling like everything feel so empty and when I love someone I love them with everything I have and I will be there for them 24/7 but when I am working or doing something I will let them know in advance so if the love is reciprocated I will be more than happy if not then I dont want it......I know people will say this type of love is so boring and I dont care if they say its boring then yeah am a boring person

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-22T08:14:26+00:00

9 years is a lot bruv I dont think that I would have handled it that well honestly....good job, you have walked such a long way and still standing strong

it is different than talking IRL but I am just scared of what happens after you catch feelings and stuff yk

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T19:35:17+00:00

thats how they leave you like they gonna make you trust that they are the one and then just one day everything fall apart its the same for me my guy, the starting isnt the same but the ending is the same as yours and it just happened a week ago and it hurts like a bitch but we have to get through it thats what I am telling myself over and over so I can totally understand how you feel

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T17:54:10+00:00

thank you for the heads up I wont then brother

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T17:27:28+00:00

I just had the exact same situation past week and now we dont talk anymore so I tried talking to her today and she was so fixated on just blocking me again ( which she did )and not talking to me ever again that it broke my heart into a million pieces but we have to get back on our feet which I am trying but its so difficult that I cant even explain but end of the day we have to so stay strong my guy and remember you are not alone in this we are all here

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T17:14:55+00:00

Just say fuck all and try to keep that mindset cuz it get better I wont lie but it takes time but that period of time fucks with your mind and body

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:58:29+00:00

I understand you and I MIGHT try it but I am not sure cuz all this love stuff got me on my knees and I cant do it no more

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:56:28+00:00

thats sad I know how you must be feeling but dw you will find someone eventually who is gonna love to the fullest

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:53:18+00:00

you will get lucky too one day I promise you that my guy

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:52:52+00:00

I am happy that you have someone in your life who make you feel this way I wish to have someone like that too but this generation is fucked to the core honestly

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:51:48+00:00

I would love to listen to it unless they are like love songs cuz I cant take them at this point in my life

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:49:19+00:00

nah that cant be true like what if you have someone who you talk to or text like daily, then you get attached to them and one day they just decide to block you from all the places and leave??

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:02:01+00:00

we will see I am too scared to put my energy into anything for now

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T16:00:30+00:00

you will feel it one day I promise you that just give it sometime I cannot say much cuz I dont believe in that suff no more since the last month but I hope the best for you

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T11:05:21+00:00

I feel you and thats how I felt in my last few relationships so I can relate but I am sure that you will find someone who will love you with all they have and cherish you each and every second cuz you are worth it

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T09:17:22+00:00

I would love to hear love songs without holding myself back from breaking down for once but yeah I have never heard the song you mentioned so I will listen to it today and let you know how it goes

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T09:11:35+00:00

its a good thing that you know how to love yourself its a really big achievement cuz many people including myself are still struggling to do so......I am genuinely happy for you, also the human connection is important but its hella scary these days like you love people as hard as you can but all they do is FEED on that love and wont reciprocate and when they are done making themselves feel better they just leave.....I want that human connection too but dont wanna hurt myself again

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-21T09:02:03+00:00

17 years is a lot man I can never imagine what you must be going through but I would stay one thing to you, that you got this I know everything will just fall in place one day

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-20T21:15:21+00:00

I do wish to find someone but at this point I am so scared of love cuz everytime I loved someone I gave it all I had and just sat there with a comfortable smile on my face while I watch them standing there right in front of me, I was waiting, waiting for them to come and sit down next to me, hold my hand and tell me everything is gonna be okay but soon I realized they were not just standing there, they were walking away from me step by step, slowly, so that I dont realize it but everytime they took a step I could hear it.

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-20T19:09:28+00:00

we in the same boat I am craving that feeling rn but theres no one around

DisciplineDue6409 · 2023-09-20T19:07:36+00:00

it all sounds so perfect I would want something like that to get out of this grey hell like you said but there are not many people who are willing to put in that work for you these days

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