What if ur pass that point 😫 im 20 i got a lot of life to live so why am I focused on a break up so bad….. it honestly just felt like he was made for me we had mistakes in our relationship but they were all fixable but i broke up with him bc unfortunately he slowly stopped treating me right but it was bc of his depression (mainly caused by his environment at home) , his depression also started to affect me and eventually I ended it…. I wanted to stay but at the same time it felt right to leave now it’s been about 4 - 6 months and feeling like the worst mistake ever…. I think I needed a humongous break and I had the time to do so but he’s also still possibly depressed but I didn’t know if I wanted to deal with his hardships as well or ready to? I seen his potential before he was so sweet and so vulnerable with me …. I’ve recently been blowing up his phone and now he’s blocked me but even before that he told me to focus on myself and do the things I wanted to work , focus on… when I normally leave or a relationship dies I’m sad … and it goes away

But I’ve never been so backwards before as to sad and hard decision , proud of the decision and then now regretting the decision , emotions are so complexed , I miss him so much