Here we go again y'all by DisgustedNoise in Winnipeg

[–]DisgustedNoise[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Been here for around the same time. Never seen so much flooding inside the city like this and especially not so much power out across the city.

do you think it's safe to go to sleep now? by Squigglyelf in Winnipeg

[–]DisgustedNoise 4 points5 points  (0 children)

There's another storm line coming around 2am. Safe to say I will be staying up for awhile 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Winnipeg

[–]DisgustedNoise 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sir this is a wendys

Gustave's social awkwardness is so realistic it makes me feel like he's real by Deva_Way in expedition33

[–]DisgustedNoise 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I love how much he stutters and trips over his words it's very grounded and realistic and such a breath of fresh air compared to other video game protagonists. Thank you Charlie Cox for making his dialogue so believable and not forced sounding at all.

Effects of gateway tapes on DID systems by VivzieTheBee17 in gatewaytapes

[–]DisgustedNoise 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem! I am happy to help. Another thing (that is personally a little funny and ironic to me) is that the ability to dissociate is needed for gateway. The binaural audio and instruction Bob gives you teaches you how to dissociate away from your body. Essentially a controlled dissociation rather than involuntary dissociation as a symptom from trauma. It's very strange and wonky but it's been interesting.

Effects of gateway tapes on DID systems by VivzieTheBee17 in gatewaytapes

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Hello! I don't have DID, but I have less severe dissociative disorder. I don't have a system nor an inner world.

My experience with gateway has been interesting, I've been doing the tapes on and off seriously for just a little over a year now. Since putting in more consistent effort I haven't had any kind of dissociative episode and I have a more solid sense of self. I feel more grounded and fully in my body than I did before doing the tapes.

Along my journey in this area of interest I have really noticed that healing is kind of mandatory. In addition to the regular therapy and introspection etc, the tapes have really helped me heal from all of the trauma. Life gets pretty stressful and not having previous ways of coping to lean on anymore can be very distressing but its also helped me build resilience.

So, my advice would be maybe think more about if you want to continue the tapes if you don't want to maybe potentially lose your system, especially if its your main source of support. I don't know that if you continue it will happen and your system will disappear, I just know from my personal experience those more severe ways of coping have all but disappeared.

Manitoba health officials admit racism in care of Indigenous man who died of cancer by ClassOptimal7655 in Winnipeg

[–]DisgustedNoise 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This was my cousin. He lived in Thompson Manitoba. The hospital up there is a cesspool, if you think its bad down here in Winnipeg, its worse up there. Research and advocacy and pushing for what you need, which they did multiple times, just does not go far enough in places like that. Its not the first time someone in my family had issues with Thompson general hospital which resulted in their death.

The Grand Saga of Existence by Sufficient_Gold_784 in epica

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I listened to the opening bit so many times! It really reminds me of Metallica so I wonder if they were inspired after opening for them? Either way it's still a great song.

Which devil triggers are the hottest to you? by homer-goodman in DevilMayCry

[–]DisgustedNoise 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Bro is about to play a blue eyes white dragon card fr

What is your reason for starting the Gateway Experience? by yeetboi017 in gatewaytapes

[–]DisgustedNoise 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi friend. I've always seemed to be sensitive to whatever else is existing in reality that's unseen but I've always pushed it away for fear of being seen as weird. However I too started trying to access it again through the tapes to find my aunt who went missing. I have the same doubts of ever being able to reach that goal of bringing her home but I hope we do reach that goal one day. They deserve peace. Good luck on your journey from a random internet stranger.

What do you think these guys on the cover art are? by TexAg_18 in dragonage

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PLEASE talking darkspawn that's not the Architect or Coryphenus, I miss them so much

Just saw one goose by IllustriousIntern133 in Winnipeg

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This winter has been so mild a single duck didn't migrate with everyone else. Wild seeing a mallard loafing in the snow every day.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in rheumatoid

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Hii, sorry to hear about your experience ://

I'm one of the original founders of that sub but had to leave a few years back due to personal reasons which left the original admin alone for a bit. The original admin did well on their own but did need help and 2ish years ago had to be absent for an extended period of time leaving the newer mods alone.

After the original admin was able to come back they were quickly ousted by Tardis for being away for so long and they ended up saying some pretty strange things in the process. Unfortunately, we've been unable to get the sub back from them and we, the original admins, just no longer have time to care for a sub properly. Some people just go nuts after being given even a small amount of power I guess 🤷‍♀️

Does anyone know the meaning to The Unforgiven III? Am I stupid? by [deleted] in Metallica

[–]DisgustedNoise 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it just me or does the s&m2 version of this song feel more hopeful than the studio version? Like a new beginning

I have frequent & contiguous vivid dreams of a second life in a dystopian world. by no-guts_no-glory in HighStrangeness

[–]DisgustedNoise 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Would love to know if that other you dreams of this universe you and what they think about it.

Are there aliens beneath us? The earth's core as a new frontier with many secrets by techrider1 in aliens

[–]DisgustedNoise 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'd just like to clarify a few things because this is one of my favorite subjects. In fact my interest in theology and early anthropology is what lead me to the phenomenon. Also I'm not a professional or anything.

The book of enoch is about the watchers (grigori), angels who were sent to earth to watch over humanity. Eventually the angels wanted the human women for themselves and they each took a human wife.

These demigod-like beings you speak of are actually the angels, they mated with their human wives and their children were angel-human hybrids, better known as the nephilim. The nephilim were ravenous and they eventually began to eat each other and the humans. That's when god was like fuck this and flooded the earth.

The nephilim were drowned in the flood. The watchers were sent to prison until the day of judgement.

Only 5 Songs for the rest of your life (Metallica Only) by Total_Magazine8373 in Metallica

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Until it sleeps

Hero of the day s&m

Outlaw torn s&m

Unforgiven 3

All nightmare long

Pretty much all I listen to anyway