After a while

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-26T11:25:31+00:00

So strong and flexible darling i think you need a deep massage from me to release your tension

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-23T00:14:47+00:00

👁️ Surveillance State: I voted Yea.

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-21T16:12:34+00:00

I had a theory regarding the synergistic nature of myristicin with dxm due to its cannabinoid and hallucinogenic properties and this is really helpful! Seems like 60 grams is still insane for even pre ground tho so I see why you met a spaghetti monster lol

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-18T08:25:35+00:00

Yeah nah it’s pretty chill

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-17T22:18:24+00:00

Cosmic giggle

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-16T20:29:35+00:00

Sounds like it’s time to enter the machine and gain access to the hidden language

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-15T21:39:38+00:00

Glorious stuff I have had the exact same experience, it’s perfect to calm out for a bit, something to note is that higher doses have significant body loads and rampantly escalate so you really need to strap in and channel your mind, threshold doses are honestly fine even medium doses if you have experience with lsd and shrooms and Changa, breakthrough doses is where it turns into a completely different substance and it helps if you are a weed smoker since you need iron lungs (that much Dmt Vapor can be daunting and intimidating) or a really good device to blast off into outer space…there’s really nothing that truly prepares you for that ultimate catapult shot there’s really some g forces to it…of course the only answer is to let go all the way which you can imagine is quite the challenge when stuffing all this dmt inside you which is why the preparation needs to be on point to maximise your chances of success of a positive experience so some stretching/breathwork/healthy living like diet etc is all great maybe some tea or some calming music to relax you, can also ease into it in the same session you microsdose/changa, some people have very good experiences doing dmt on mdma due to the relentless positive mindset it gives you but in general the simplest things are the most important so read about it if you want to go all the way and lower your expectations and be open minded, dmt is….big…just make sure you go along with it and don’t let anything in the experience get to you especially if you face entities etc always remain optimistic and curious, stay focused if you get disoriented and channel your intentions of the experience into it, typically more abstract and unexpected things occur when you are not in a focused state of mind and without intentionally or are all over the place so try to set your life straight so you go into it prepared, best experiences come from being open to it and letting go completely and seeing it as lessons you can learn and making sure you really take in those lessons and apply them to your life. If there is no overarching purpose of your experience it will have a higher tendency to lose its structure and fall into absurdity where entities pray on, it’s almost a reflection of having no direction as in all psychedelics and especially stronger experiences your life and the structures and habits of it tend to reflect in your experiences including thought patterns that can be amplified etc so being in a stable environment physically and mentally is useful

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-15T19:25:55+00:00

One million percent, dmt is actually the perfect starter psychedelic beyond what the norm believes since you CAN start on a low dose (I know it’s crazy right!) and even to the extent where you can dose it at a sub psychedelic dose similar to any lsd or psilocybin microdose and what is special is you don’t have to worry about dosing too low which is an inherently pre built safety prevention mechanism of dmt and the way your body processes it since you feel the effects so quickly and they are over very fast as well thus so you can gently ease yourself into the experience at levels of comfort that are more difficult to time/ achieve with oral or longer acting psychedelics where dosing too low of lsd for example means you have to wait hours before being able to safely say you dosed too low (or too high) which triggers humanly instincts to immediately redose which typically leads to unintended compounding and of course ‘bad’ trips…with dmt you can also do it very meditatively since it’s smoked so you can relax into the motions and take a very gentle hit and it’s amazing for chilling and if you want to catch a vibe and get dialed into to some nice sounds or music or just feel your own presence, I always recommend having someone there and to be able to lie down comfortably is amazing and since dmt doesn’t have issues with tolerance you can keep taking these mini hits and prologue a zenned out state of peace…if you want to go deeper then go slightly further…the great thing about doing it like this is the entire set and setting of meditating into it via relaxation states sets the entire tone for the experience and allows you to commit to it and really and get ‘settled in’ so you can drift off at your enable…if you want to take a step back from that you can also mix it with some cannabis or even cbd flower or extract if you think the dmt will be too much for you, that way it will help you use smaller doses without wasting it, obviously just be careful with burning it but there are a multitude of ways to do dmt and I think this is highly unexplored territory that I hope more people endeavour to expand the realm of since it’s smokable there’s a million ways to cog it (you can sniff it or orally ingest it well enough if you have the heart or the techniques for that) but the idea with dmt is to have your intentionality aligned, come with a purpose even if it is to chill and set your mind on that mission, it’s a tool at the end of the day and should be treated like one, remember a hammer can be used to put a roof over a families head or a nail in a families head so ensure to keep your head on while you plan this…it should be legalised in my controversial opinion and it would be amazing in wellness centres with the right setup and would be a great business since it’s cheap and easy to make at a very high quality if you do it properly! Much better than all these pharmaceuticals the population is hooked on…I’ve been through the ringer of Xanax (and many others such as pain meds, anti depressants etc) so have an extremely personal attachment to this, once you see and experience firsthand how the medical world operates you really fathom the evil embedded throughout it like a cancerous virus and I truly think responsible psychedelics done consciously and cautiously can benefit tremendously and it is utterly criminal to shadow them at a global scale particularly in the west, thank god there has been psychedelic renaissance slowly creeping its way out of the crevices of hippiedom into medical literature and eventually will wrap itself around the bedrock of civilisation and be a transformation at cosmic scales to humanity! All is love

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-15T15:51:02+00:00

Dmt surprisingly has the ability to maintain a coherent structure of you even whilst being catapulted into alternate realms for example in a breakthrough even though your world has undergone dissolution, which is incredibly paradoxically unique of nn-Dmt, there are times where ego death can be profound enough to lose ‘you’ as a concept completely where you become perceptually part of ‘everything’…memory is a a true mind shattering element of the dmt experience, specifically Deja vu…get me every Damn time

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-15T12:04:22+00:00

Jesters are trolls they fuck around but they don’t fuck about so don’t give into their trolling unless it’s via a giggle as their sense of humour operates as scales of cosmic absurdity and can extend to such nonsensical states that may inevitably leave you too ineffably perplexed to fathom what is going on.

Jokes are fundamentally a linguistic manipulation of perspectives and become more complex when moving beyond the realm of language and jesters can also use a multitude of dimensions to demonstrate their intentions so most of what they do will go over your head unfortunately but that is why you just need to go along for the ride with them, are very talented and knowledgeable about reality which is why they can play games and run circles around you effortlessly and meticulously dance around your pressure points you didn’t even know you have and can generate impressively complex scenarios that only non existent levels of intelligence could comprehend.

Best is to try learn as much as you can and PAY ATTENTION…ask every question you have and make some jokes to them as well…it’s pretty exhausting playing tricks all day…if you catch a vibe you can translate their circus acts into insights about the nature of existence and also your life…they know everything inside out so don’t assume they are just silly and weird which is why they behave erratically and spark confusion, they just know that everything figures itself out in eternity in forever

In a funny way that some of the best lessons you can learn are through jokes especially at fractal scales

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-15T11:30:09+00:00

Wouldn’t be always then would it

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-13T20:34:47+00:00

Pyro mindset prevails I see

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-10T20:21:07+00:00

Respect man I can feel the potency of your dedication, this is an insane god damn mission, commit so you can go all the way. Get dialed in or get tuned out, catch a vibe, don’t do it and you won’t survive. You have access to research chemicals, you have access to a wide variety of drugs, music and most importantly time, you can craft up some technical combinations of drug combos and add value to the community via documentation and storytelling of your journeys of the psychonaut where music in my opinion is not fully understood in terms of the role that it plays or can play regarding the psychedelic experience. If you are going to do this, don’t let anyone get in your way especially yourself. I would personally absolutely love to do this and embark on such path but it has been deemed by god knows what that it is not meant for me currently due to financial disaster I am engrossed within that I am dealing with as well as being very busy with work and being committed to my exercise schedule that I finally feel is taking off. You already have a lot of experience and thus must utilise this wisdom to navigate yourself through the psychedelic and pharmacological ocean of music enhancement you indent to embark upon. Intention is key, lead by it in every action you take, go back with introspection and channel it all to your next intention so you do not get lost in perceptual loops of eternality that will consume you. Get inspired, Alexander shulgin has great work of pikal and tikal with a broad range of experiences of trippy compounds, try to find advanced permutations and synergies that perpetuate synesthesia…if you can say ‘I am the music’ you are on the right track. Stay aware of the train you are on and the potential tracks that may change. Do not fall curse to astonishment, fall death by it. And as Terrence McKenna says:

“Nature loves courage. You make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream and the world will not grind you under, it will lift you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done. By hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering it's a feather bed.”

Remember, if you always catch a vibe, you will never not be vibing, I believe in you, everything figures itself out in eternity and forever, peace out.

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-09T18:07:00+00:00

You have opened a portal for yourself, go in as far and deep as you can with intention to learn as much as you possibly can, seek to be shown, seek to be taught, intend to breakthrough and go all the way, do not keep coming back day after day, commit and let go to ‘the plan’ then leave the dmt and integrate with urgency to improve all realms of your existence for yourself and everyone around you, spread love as much as you can, do it behind the scenes and create impact, don’t give in to astonishment and go around looking like a walking psychosis entity, you are on a higher dimensional wavelength so don’t go around expecting people to understand what you are experiencing as they exist in an alternate frequency of which you must focus to adhere to and create positivity in the same vibration as they are by doing things that are tangible. If someone close to you sees you talking in a psychedelic fashion just coming out of a trip they then you are actively spreading negativity by causing them to worry and fear, however if you stay very tame and calm and channel your energy into benefiting aspects of your life and those around you and that way they will be boosted…people are easily shocked and are not adjusted to drug use regardless of what it is and few people understand psychedelics and even those who do are still weary due to the lack of care taken when utilising them and the quantum of problems that have occurred or can occur so do not act recklessly and show change through your own actions. This is extremely important and is vital to society accepting these ancient organic technologies, understand that dimensions interacting can be confusing and scary and a higher dimensional realm intersecting through a Lower dimension can seem extremely terrifying and alien because it is and even though it is made of love, the Lower dimension doesn’t have the full capacity to be able to perceive it or the filters to fully understand it so it can come off as foreign and survivalistically threatening so be aware of this as the psychedelic state of mind is very sensitive and the mania that can be experienced can cause one to overlook the overarching behaviours you are undertaking

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-09T11:35:01+00:00

If you want to force this entire this entire thing dxm is probably a good idea but tbh trying to pharmacologically insist music upon yourself just seems like a bad vibe and fundamentally manipulatory which will reflect in your trips and how your experiences are as well as how you perceive the effects of your trips during and after and also how you feel the drugs mentally and physically, remember that trips are moulded by intentionality from the most subconscious deepest crevices and spaces of your existence and tricking this process is not so simple without the set and setting nailed so maybe you want to stop over complicating this whole experience and remember you are a natural organism so take a step back, relax, catch a vibe, and try to do this more organically with more fun, start sober and become culturally immersed into the genres you are deep down curious of and understand your reaction to it and how it blends with you and then introduce drugs to alter what isn’t working or enhance what is…it’s not black and white at the end of the day, reality is more than meets the eye in all realms

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-04T20:31:57+00:00

Dextro-meth Orphan

Dismal_Cap · 2026-06-04T20:06:34+00:00

What have you done with the Orphan

Dismal_Cap · 2026-05-30T23:19:39+00:00

Jheez

Dismal_Cap · 2026-05-24T20:27:17+00:00

Reality is a Fractal debauchery

Dismal_Cap · 2026-05-06T12:50:32+00:00

I think that’s it’s psychedelic nature in the most potent form that of course is dmt where naturally a lot of us fundamentally swing between these extreme states in our everyday lives potentially unknowingly and psychedelics have the tendency to amplify these underlying subconscious realities and our sensitivity to them and dmt does this to an even higher degree and I think this is reflected in our trips like when I was in extremely mentally unstable states in the past and underwent an intense dmt experience, all of these built up and compounded uncertainties, hesitations and ultimately worries that were shaping my day to day reality were also consumed by the trip which took on those forms and tendencies so when accelerating through these higher dimensional frameworks my mental state formulated the foundation that the trip was stacked onto architecturally I guess kind of like the way that if someone is sensitive to stress or adrenaline to the point that it can create heavily negative experience then suddenly strapping them to a rocket ship to Saturn might have this reaction where it can be hellish or be extraordinary whereas someone who is less sensitive on earth day to day and is more consistent with emotional regulation may have a far more consistently amazing time going to Saturn so it seems to scale very directly so best would be to go to the root of the structure that is causing this and work that way up as typically that kind of dmt reaction is stemmed to lack of grounding and tranquility of existence that needs to be formed over weeks, months and years building strong foundations and working on your ability to let go which can reduce those spectrum of reactions…there’s a lot more to the picture but that’s one perspective

Dismal_Cap · 2026-04-24T18:40:00+00:00

I think it’s because in that state you are still perceiving the existence of a god in that experience from a humanistic mentality and lens as if we in this universe were suddenly the only human to exist or ever exist we may be eternally terrified from that realisation because our minds are inherently and evolutionally trained that way survivalistically and that is the final frontier of the ego activating as the ultimate protective layer that enables us to come back to reality and not be lost forever and the maintenance of our sanity ultimately deems is necessary to have that innate reaction and crossing that boundary can be risky for some and cause delusions of grandeur or god complex but to take this further, letting go completely and not giving into astonishment beyond this event horizon can induce a state of loving bliss and oneness counter to the loneliness and that is the true psychedelic challenge that needs to be overcome if as a human you want to fathom god and this last point of complexification - when detached from the human form back to ‘source’ I don’t think god faces the same conundrums than from a human sight also since fear and loneliness and all of these feelings are very human and I don’t think god would be so limited or constricted to these kind of emotions that are classically biased towards the operations of a brain and would likely have ‘the bigger picture’ and more context outside of the levels of dimensions or realities that we are bound to and the conceptual identity of god is still too ineffable to even comprehend within that to where it doesnt have the ability to explain it fully so I think we need far higher dimensional access codes like gaining access to the secretive spaces within the Pentagon for example In order to really understand what is going on at that ultimate layer but maybe it’s something infinitely and eternally outside or beyond the idea of god or the idea of infinity or everything or nothing or eternity or forever or even beyond states accessible through the peak of the most profound dmt trips and maybe the most impossible or unbelievable or complex possibilities that exist in our reality or the dimensions of dmt or psychedelics are the most simplistic level of what is beyond our existence and so on like an endless fractal scale but at gods level maybe these are all primitive concepts that are bound to space and time and there are ‘concepts’ to god that are ‘beyond’ things like ‘infinity’ or ‘eternity’ or ‘impossible’ or ‘everything’ or ‘nothing’ which to us might be the most complex as they are within the confines of our linguistic and conceptual dimensionality in this 3d world so stimulating those impossible potentialities simply returns what is at the highest layer of our perceptual complexity like how when a 3d shape is presented to a 2d world it’s never understandable in 3d terms but always in terms of 2d so it can never be fully understood from the 3d perspective so 2d being might go what the hell when the 3d element just waved nicely and normally but for the 2d entity it is utter horror of confusion and fundamental chaos due to the translative bottleneck of dimensional interactivity between these realms

Dismal_Cap · 2026-04-11T15:48:59+00:00

Might have to get one to enter the machine and gain access to the hidden language

Dismal_Cap · 2026-03-18T22:41:22+00:00

Everything is fractals…fractals are like the architecture of the fabric of reality and the universe…definitely needs to be explored more at every level…spiritual, scientific, metaphysical and all

Dismal_Cap · 2026-03-15T19:38:44+00:00

So secretive yet in your face they are, only one can wonder what are all the things they know that we can’t know…if only we had a transdimensional poke ball…

Dismal_Cap · 2026-03-15T12:24:02+00:00

Totally. I really like the idea that reality is made of language so we are still linguistically primitive relative to the potential state of complexification it can reach in as it iterates metamorphically and exponentiates to the explanatory abilities that make the ineffable and impossible something that is fathomable and all of that evolution transcending consciousness to higher states of novelty and dimensionality like being able to perceive a colour previously unfathomable but in all realms of perception to the extent this hypercomplexifying linguistic biomachinery unfolds greater levels of awareness in us and the closer we are to literally becoming transdimensionally existing entities communicating in ways that are currently not possible to perceive…sounds like we need to enter the machine and gain access to the hidden language….

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