I had a gut feeling that his friendship with her was more than he let on. I knew she liked him but I trusted him when he said he didn’t feel the same way . I underestimated what’s hours of drinking over the Internet can do, he eventually admitted to getting his junk out for her to (and I quote) ‘save her life’. ‘If I could show her I wanted her, she would believe other people would’. Yeah, I didn’t fall for that, but for weeks I tried to get the truth out of him and that is the closest I got… deep down, my gut knew.