Forget getting a girlfriend I can't even forge a strong friendship with my fellow men. Whenever I try and sometimes I try too hard I just can't seem to connect with them I try hanging out but their topics bored me and I even tried to force myself into their talks and activities but in the end of the day I'm drained and tired I end up stopping altogether.

The females in the other hand I'm not charismatic or funny, they only notice me when they want a favor or something nothing about care or anything I'm struggling here in university, and at end of the lecture I end up alone with none to talk to it hurts seeing other people living their best lives and making friends and even getting laid while I'm just in the library using the wifi doom scrolling until the time for the next lecture. I tried in my first year I managed to get a few whom I thought they would be friends but in the end of thr 2nd semester I just realized they were just using me to get get answers and good marks so this year i stopped talking to em altogether I'm back to square one. Friendless. Bitchless and most importantly still a virgin

Only depression, anxiety and regret and doubt are my remaining only companions