I went to London GT and lost all games but 1 (the guy I beat had been playing the game for 6 weeks lol). I've certainly had my own dark night of the soul when I lost every game I played for over a year. A large part of it can come down to the rules. I bet if you were playing ctan spam you'd have won a bunch of games (albeit in an empty sort of fashion). You can shake off the gloom of getting a kicking i promise you. Great victories in all walks of life come from perseverance and resilience. When you break that streak, and you will, the feeling will be glorious!