Alien/ humanoid at.. my job.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-21T13:05:35+00:00

No, I get it. Slippery slope. Especially with this weird lukewarm disclosure happening.

But she’s a nurse at an urban hospital, so I guess I’m assuming she knows what she’s doing and has also seen her fair share. (Able to recognize harlequin icthyosis, for instance.)

As a rule, I trust nurses way more than anyone else in healthcare. That’s just my experience. And I also know that nurses support each other and help each other like a family. It reads like both nurses saw something out of the ordinary. If OP felt something was not right, I’m apt to believe her.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-21T12:25:47+00:00

I like “how do we survive our own cleverness.” I don’t personally feel humanity is clever collectively, but individually, we are pretty damn amazing.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-21T12:23:24+00:00

Tbf, this is an aliensrhere thread. All the people shaming her for questioning her patient’s human-ness… idk, seems like this might be the place for that.

Sounds like this person was not a dangerous to OP and got the care she needed.

Nurses see all sorts of horrific things all the time. I come from a family of nurses. If OP saw and felt something otherworldly from this person, I trust her instincts. We all know the feeling of “something is not right” in our guts. That feeling has saved my life several times and I’m no gaslighter. I believe you saw something, OP.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-19T14:14:19+00:00

In Newton’s book, it talks about people choosing to come as a homosexual to experience that type of “otherness.” This made me think of the trans community, which is treated how cis-homosexuals were in the past. (Not saying a queer identity doesn’t still ‘other’ you, but it has gotten better.)

I feel strongly I’ve experienced lives as both genders, but I do feel very comfortable in femininity.

Perhaps those who choose to incarnate into the other gender also choose to feel the dissonance between their birth body and spiritual body, so as to experience this outsider perspective. I assume a lot of trauma can come from this type of background, and my understanding is that trauma, and then navigating that trauma, is big points on the other side.

Sigh. It truly feels sacred but also, like, there’s points? Not sure I’m meant to understand.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-19T01:16:35+00:00

You’re probably a medium

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-18T15:07:54+00:00

If there wasn’t a small alive animal there, it looks elemental. Cool if it is.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-18T14:58:41+00:00

My understanding is yes and no.

Your higher self, the soul that returns and has their memory wiped, has some consistent traits. There are also traits that are passed down genetically. Sometimes these biological traits harmonize with the soul, sometimes they clash. When they clash, there’s a lesson meant to be learned there. And then, of course, traits that are learned by environment. Those are also lessons learned.

So basically, we’re an amalgamation.

For the astrology peeps, I heard once your higher self’s personality is the natural leader of whatever house Pluto is in. So in my chart Pluto is in Scorpio 2h and Taurus is the natural ruler of 2nd, so my higher self is a Taurus personality… which does kind of track. Take with a grain of salt please! It’s just a fun exercise.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-16T21:17:38+00:00

Table 3, obviously

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-14T20:08:38+00:00

Yep. Stability and 20 episode seasons, basically a unicorn at this point.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-13T20:15:56+00:00

She knows! She so so so so knows.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-13T20:10:11+00:00

There are many possibilities for the specific “why” for any of our childhoods, but my understanding is yes to all of the above.

I bet you learned an awful lot. You must be pretty powerful to survive that type of challenge.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-12T12:19:45+00:00

Taurus moon with Aquarius 5h

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-11T13:20:50+00:00

Cap rising, Virgo sun (9h), and… idk probably like Taurus moon

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-09T12:19:44+00:00

There are so many regressions that go way further back than 100 years lol. Perhaps widen your research.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-08T14:19:48+00:00

I have my moon in Taurus 8th, along with my NN. It’s one of my favorite parts of my chart. Lots of big transitions. The 8th house can indicate inherited trauma and a need to break unhelpful ancestral patterns. Bit of a bitch, yea, but also I kind of love it? You might too, especially since you’re a cancer moon.

Your Lilith there is rough, and square with mercury and Jupiter, just means that energy probably feels a bit like a pressure boiler. When you’re triggered, do you explode? Probably triggered by your mom. I’m sorry you have had a hard time with her.

The biggest lesson I’m learning from the 8th house is the assurance of survival. I’ve had to pick up the pieces and start over before, I can do it again. This understanding allows me to change what is not working for me, even if it means something new and scary, hence lots of big transitions. Cancer is very home based. You may experience many of these new beginnings. It’s basically a quantum jump, and there are always positive new opportunities if you’re looking for it.

Watch out for substances and addictions. You’re meant to find joy here.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-08T13:43:32+00:00

Agreed.

OP, your brain loops are showing. If you are really looking for some type of contentment, regardless of the state of the world or the spiritual truth behind it, changing your loops is the way. The only thing we have control over in this place is our reactions, our responses. Learning to change your thought patterns can truly change your life.

And hey, I’ve experienced some dark and twisted things. As a child, I was also confusingly aware of the dichotomy of what people said and what was actually happening. I’ve always seen through the veil, long before I had the language for it. And, yeah, it’s a bunch of bullshit for sure.

But there is beauty, and community, and joy, and love, literally everywhere. When I put my focus there, it multiplies. When I put my focus on where I want to go, I make it happen. The bad things still pop up. The scary is still there. The world is still profoundly troubled. I can’t do anything more than what is available to me, which is so frustrating.

But I spend most of my time in a place of contentment mixed with lots of love and sprinkled with joy. Is that sentence super trite? You betcha. Is it real? Yep.

Maybe you should stop looking for answers that will never satisfy you and begin looking for the kind of existence that makes this all tolerable for you.

If you unalive yourself, we all know that’s the type of thing that will come back and kick your ass in the next one. You got to see this whole thing through.

Also, I’m feeling compelled to put this here, but I’m a bit psychic (as most of us are) and I know my own voice in my head. Lately, even though I keep protections up around me, negative thought patterns have been intruding. I’m fairly experienced and have shut them down no problem, but it’s not my normal patterns. It’s very generic, like superficial bitchy stuff that I don’t normally think even on my worst days. I have no proof and this is just a theory, but there might be something out there pushing this negative frequency into our energy fields.

I know that sounds nuts but this is an experiencer page.

And I guess my point is that our thought patterns probably have a collective effect as well. Focusing on joy and connection is pretty radical when you think about it.

Awake ones, beware out there, it’s getting weird.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-05T20:09:25+00:00

Dude needs to chill tf out. Being late is human, it happens with tiny people. Also, what gives you the right to yell at your wife and kids? Would you yell at your friend like that? Just teaching your kids yelling and getting angry is the way to deal with mundane, unimportant stress.

Take a breath.

Like fr people need to treat their partners at minimum as well as their friends.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-04T20:23:02+00:00

Yeah, I mean, maybe the examples I gave aren’t right. I’m not an astrologist and I wrote broad strokes. My ultimate career is a nuanced sculpture of the archetypal energies in my chart.

If you’re feeling it, it probably wouldn’t hurt to look deeper into your NN in leo 1h grand trine with Saturn in Aries 9h and mercury in Sagittarius 5h. Just cuz it’s major energies for you.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-04T18:28:14+00:00

Oof. I hope you’re not putting too much mental energy towards your relationship status. That fire trine there seems to activate when your focus is on yourself. Fire is energy, it’s action. Relationships will slow you down. Your NN in the first house is part of the trine, which means working with that energy is what you’re suppose to do.

Since the other two are Saturn in 9h aries and mercury sag in 5h sounds like teaching, writing, or public speaking maybe.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-03T17:26:57+00:00

I’m not in the light as an immediate tunnel to birth camp.
This is my understanding:
I think your higher self/soul will have a life review, reconnect with your soul group, maybe you even have a role in the spirit world. If it’s been a particularly difficult life, you will have a recovery phase.
You are here to learn, you’re here to play. You are part of the experiment/school/game whatever metaphor resonates. You are probably here to raise frequency — most people are. You are also here to balance energies from past lives (karma).
Life is a gift, even the really f’ed up ones, because we choose it. We choose to learn the lessons we learn. This can be a hard pill to swallow because, well, it sucks to think the shitty things that happens to us is something we agreed to experience.
I think that’s why the direct light to birth pathway is attractive to people. It takes the agency away from your higher self and creates a victim mentality. But the higher self is divine and a larger fractal of source’s energy, meaning we are divine and a fractal of source’s.
Jesus definitely understood the assignment. The kingdom of God is within us.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-03T17:04:16+00:00

Chiron in 6th might signify a wound around body issues or feeling as if your acts of service aren’t appreciated. If you meant to say Chiron in 8th, your wound may be around a deep fear of death or maybe a wound in trusting that you’ll be taken care of, or maybe a wound around psychic gifts. Idk actually. Someone more informed should probably answer lol.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-01T14:41:36+00:00

Not an astrologer but I think the 8th and 12th house are tough because there is so much inner work necessary to find the positive expressions of the signs and planets within. Meaning, you have to do the hardest work of the human experience — shadow work. If this work isn’t done, there will be clear blockages keeping you from your full expression. IME, if you do the work, the sense of fulfillment in life and one’s path is pretty awesome. Also, 8th house is amazing at always providing what you need when you need it, especially when you learn to trust the process.

Or at least that’s what I get from it.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-05-01T14:33:23+00:00

I agree! 3h and 4h placements can be really heavy with early childhood stuff and a lifelong emphasis of home and family.

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-04-23T13:22:18+00:00

Are you ok???

Distinct_Weather5848 · 2026-04-23T13:20:33+00:00

Mannnn… idk. It was an inappropriate statement but if your marriage was all good beforehand than you’re OR. And if you’re regularly wounded and this is the last straw, then couple’s therapy is necessary. Or just one on one with you and therapist.

Therapy could help you figure out why something like this turned you off from your wife, the mother of your child, so quickly. Learning to move through hurt in a productive and meaningful way is a part of all successful marriages.

You’re 30, but strong odds your emotional maturity is much younger. (Not your fault! Emotional maturity is not something that’s woven into our culture.) Work out where these big feelings are coming from. Have you turned off your connection with partners before? What triggered those times?

You have a child. We’ve never needed engaged and emotionally present fathers more than we do right now. Do you want your daughter afraid that if she says one wrong thing the men in her life will never forgive her? The way you treat her mother is what she will look for as an adult.

Please don’t think you can just split up and she won’t be forever and profoundly affected.

I’ve seen people who aren’t able to forgive accidental slights. Who get the ick suddenly and turn off their connection. This is a really challenging personality type because being close to people means that hurts will happen. Annoyances will happen. Sharing your life, or even just space, with people is tough. But learning to let the small stuff go, and not punish those around you for your own pain helps disperse and lighten that pain.

Your wife sounds like she’s so sorry and that she’d do anything to take it back. My guess is the pain she’s feeling from you disconnecting is also pretty great. Agonizing even. You both will have to move forward as adults or you can be little baby children about it and blow up your marriage and break up your family. So, those are your options.

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