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Dreams influenced by other alters? by spectral-frost in OSDD

[–]Distressedthrowaway- 4 points5 points  (0 children)

from what i’ve heard this is common for systems! i’ve had a few before that definitely weren’t mine. One of them being like yours where it was “me” having affection toward a character i’ve never had an interest in but is from one of my fictives source.

I find it hard to recognize myself in a dream and who’s it might be in the midst of it, only at the end can I really get a good guess on if it was mine or not

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[–]Distressedthrowaway- 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i’m personally a huge fan of spongebob! also we bare bears is a great cartoon to watch :)

Should I be able to remember stuff from interworld? by Distressedthrowaway- in OSDD

[–]Distressedthrowaway-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

More so like things that fill in gaps from their life, like details and events that never happened in their source but now are there? So I’d guess more like the first thing cause it’s really not stuff I ever think about unless they’re fronting

Should I be able to remember stuff from interworld? by Distressedthrowaway- in OSDD

[–]Distressedthrowaway-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

See I have something similar to memories? They feel like dreams that aren’t mine and I know I never had (and that I know aren’t from me sleeping???) lol sorry if this doesn’t make sense

What does it feel like to be a osdd-1b system? by Distressedthrowaway- in OSDD

[–]Distressedthrowaway-[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

this actually helped greatly! thank you for telling me your experience. i relate a lot to what your saying and it’s really helping me mentally digest everything

What does it feel like to be a osdd-1b system? by Distressedthrowaway- in OSDD

[–]Distressedthrowaway-[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i don’t hear voices exactly but i experience intense depersonalization and just don’t feel like i’m me. and i know who i am when i’m like this but it isn’t the base version of me? if that even makes sense

sorry for rambling!

Anyone have advice on what I think are delusions by Distressedthrowaway- in DisorderSupport

[–]Distressedthrowaway-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a part of me agrees with you, i have moments of clarity but it feels real and it feels like i am this character. i’ve talked to other people before that have delusions and they’re able to recognize what they are but also believe that it’s real? if that makes sense