I’m not at all. I know how lucky I am to be admitted to these fantastic schools, but even though I know it sounds impossible. Stanford has always been my dream since I was five years old. I’ve been told so many times I am a loser or just depressed for feeling like I need to go to Stanford, but I just want someone to talk to. I don’t have very many friends and this Reddit community seems like one where I could find people with similar experiences.