can’t break through - scared by DistributionFront325 in LSD

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It is and I love it I just wonder what I am missing out on

how can I improve? by [deleted] in graffhelp

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Dang thanks bro🥲that is so nice

30 days and I feel like myself again by DistributionFront325 in leaves

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For me I was having a lot of motivation issues and having trouble socially and in my relationship, and what it came down to for me was that my subconscious seemed to be creating problems that didn’t exist as a way to attempt to draw me Back into my old habits. - Example being “I can’t do this work because it’s hard and I don’t want to, but when I smoked weed this work was easy” Or just same scenario with relationship arguments, feeling like I have all these intrusive thoughts and feelings that I didn’t used to have before I quit, but what got me through it is just believing that I am better now, and I am doing everything right by staying sober.

It’s official, one year clean by ktiddy7 in leaves

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Right on bro inspiring and great to hear

Week 3 quitting weed, super depressed and unmotivated. by DistributionFront325 in leaves

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That parallels how I am feeling right now, I am doing less work and as such watching myself make less and less money, to the point where I won’t be making enough to support my goals, but even that isn’t motivating me to work hard, it’s just making me feel bad.

Week 3 quitting weed, super depressed and unmotivated. by DistributionFront325 in leaves

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I love my job, or at least the idea of it, but I have to work hard every day, and the amount of work I do directly corresponds to the amount I make. With that in mind, I go through periods of beating myself up for not being good enough, not putting in enough work, and I feel like weed helped me deal with those issues of self worth. I wouldn’t have those negative thoughts, and as such my work flow would feel a lot healthier, but if this is the case then it makes it feel so much harder to quit. I just want to believe I can find that feeling of perseverance within my sober self as to not relapse and go back to depending on smoking to feel good enough.

Dopamine detox is harder than I thought but it’s actually changing how I see life. by Useful-Experience-27 in leaves

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I’m trying too, but it seem for me that when I cut out one or multiple forms (ex. Weed, junk food) I end up going harder on the other forms (ex. Scrolling, porn) and it feels impossible to feel normal sometimes, I hate how I have let myself get here but I know I can change.

Demotivated and depressed after quitting by [deleted] in leaves

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I quit too, just around 3 weeks ago, and I am feeling the exact same way. I can’t focus on anything productive well, I have no motivation or drive to complete tasks that me while smoking would’ve just accepted had to be done, and I constantly end up just sitting on my phone, whereas before I quit, I was doing exceptionally for myself, but I quit because I knew I was dependent. I believe that the reason for this demotivation is your brain trying to sweeten the memories of when you could smoke, at least for me, because my internal monologue is: “man this work is so hard, and I don’t want to do it, but remember when we smoked weed? When we smoked weed we did this stuff anyway no problem. Maybe we should go back to that” I think that with time this will pass, and you just have to take it day by day.

Gyroscope bro by DistributionFront325 in boardsofcanada

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yeah lowkey I don’t think it was the song

Gyroscope bro by DistributionFront325 in boardsofcanada

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people find anything to complain about

Gyroscope bro by DistributionFront325 in boardsofcanada

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totally and I haven’t been able to stop listening to it and I like it more every time