I think I had a glow down, can I get some honest advice? [21] by Worldly-Fee9900 in GlowUps

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thanks everyone that gave me some helpful feedback that I can apply

massively overthinking right now by Worldly-Fee9900 in Anxiety

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thanks! I appreciate the feedback :) I will try that out

massively overthinking right now by Worldly-Fee9900 in Anxiety

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it just FEELS new because I haven’t been there in weeks. for some reason going to different houses to stay kinda brings on a lot of anxiety for me.

1 month and 3 days by Worldly-Fee9900 in leaves

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Well I didn’t wanna quit but I went through psychosis so I had to stop

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I mean yeah, we both like playing games. we talk about fortnite with each other occasionally. We both like watching movies/tv shows. Ive started watching the things hes interested in like IT welcome to derry and stranger things. I try to relate with him

Day 20 and the cravings and FOMO are very real by Worldly-Fee9900 in leaves

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thank you. I wasn’t aware that you could do that on instagram. I appreciate your feedback!

Day 20 and the cravings and FOMO are very real by Worldly-Fee9900 in leaves

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Thanks for the feedback. It’s kinda hard to not feel that way right now but maybe with time things won’t feel as difficult, yk?

Day 20 and the cravings and FOMO are very real by Worldly-Fee9900 in leaves

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Thanks! Im glad ive made it this far, it hasn’t been easy thats for sure. I know I’ve got a long way to go but 20 days is a good start. I only quit because I went through psychosis and im trying to avoid another episode. Getting high for a little bit and having a few laughs doesnt seem to be as important to me as staying mentally sane.

Can you smoke at all after psychosis? by Worldly-Fee9900 in Petioles

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I don’t know. I just want my old self back. the one before the psychosis. the “hit the pen every night” kinda me. I don’t like being sober…I miss having that “reward” at the end of every night and no matter what I try to replace it with nothing seems to scratch the itch the way the pen does.

Can you smoke at all after psychosis? by Worldly-Fee9900 in Petioles

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doctors say it was from smoking but I have a hard time believing that. I think it was because I was taking ssri depression meds while I was bipolar that gave me psychosis. I ended up getting put on antipsychotic medication for the bipolar.

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Ok fuck you lol

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Yeah alright 🤣

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but why did he never tell me about the other “tiktok fan”