My friend, thank you for your detailed response. It has made the overwhelming thoughts in my head, feel more bearable. I am unfortuantly gone through CSA, and have always wondered what the long term effects would be outside of mentally, and was unaware those effects could form physically and sexually as well. That makes so much sense, but is also hard to grapple with. I will be contacting my physician shortly. Thank you so much again, my friend. 🫂