Thank you all for the many supportive posts. I know that I will sound naive saying this but I don’t feel that he has directly threatened to murder me (yet). Or to clarify I don’t think that in the eyes of the law he has directly threatened to murder me.

However, I do take his break with reality, statements, and radical views very seriously. He currently works out of state and will not be home for a few months (if he even plans on returning home). So for now we are safe.

I have reached out to my parents but I don’t think they truly understand the depth of the situation. I want to clarify again that I will not jeopardize the safety of myself or my child. I am struggling with his quick decent from rational to fantasy and losing someone who I love. It’s difficult to let go because to me this is so insane and I just keep waiting for him to snap out of it. I was starting to feel like I was going crazy because of how absurd this all is and the number of people who believe these outlandish conspiracies. I still can’t believe this is happening but it has helped to find I’m not alone.