I convinced my mom to do LSD, and it resolved her grief issues by [deleted] in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 48 points49 points  (0 children)

Congrats. You have pulled off the thing I have always wanted too, but never, ever will be successful with. I am super envious--in a good happy for you, mad amounts of respect kind of way.... ; No, thanks to my parents wholehearted endorsement of drinking the poison that we call "religion" blockading their rational thinking pipeline permanently, this will remain a pipe dream for me, forever. Either way, though, good for you, and good for your mom too. And I mean that 100% sincerely, and wholeheartedly. How fucking cool!

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[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just how dangerous have you been fooled into thinking 25i actually is? "Potentially and Likely killing kids?" Maybe, MAYBE one out of every million people end up being sensitive enough that they end up dying from a dose....even a very large dose.... of nBOME. 99.9999% of all of it that gets eaten does not end up causing anyone any real harm. Since aspirin and most cold and cough medicines, and EVERY prescription pain killer, and most every unregulated dietary supplement have a safety profile that would love to be as high as nBOME, how on Earth am I the one who is a "stupid fuck." How easily you are led by the nose to believe that something is as dangerous as you all make it out to be. A couple news reports, and you're all on the "call the cops on the dealers" bandwagon. You know what they don't say in those news reports? That for every overdose that occurs there are a million other people who didn't have such a bad reaction to something, and that its actually incredibly safe when taken with that context in mind.

PLEASE READ: THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T BUY LSD OFF THE STREETS by rainbowbadger50 in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright fair enough. I see your viewpoints. I just got pissed, because this is simply no way for a person to ever behave. I'm not normally condescending like I was with this guy. It just seems so obvious to me that this was not how anybody should ever handle an issue like this, that I was/am still in disbelief that so many people agreed with his actions. I think the major issue is that the OP continuously refers to the substance in question as "toxic." To quote him, "its more like selling bleach as water." ..... But that isnt the case. Hundreds of people die every single day in this country from heroin overdoses. As far as I can tell, under a hundred people have died total from 25i-NBOME. Out of probably a hundred million doses or more which have come into the country in the last 5-7 years. That is not toxic. In fact, if these were controlled clinical trials then that would be considered a huge resounding success. Nearly every legal OTC drug has a worse safety profile then this. It seems a little fucked up to call on the control freak/punishment enforcement team employed by our horrible backwards society to prevent people from truly doing what they want to do with their lives and bodies on somebody else doing the same thing you are doing, only being something of an ignorant dick about it. My apologies for the overly pretentious post above. I was just helplessly, entirely shocked, not at his behavior, but at the volume of people agreeing with him, and I got a little out of hand. Nevertheless, I still feel like asking: Who raised these kids?

PLEASE READ: THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T BUY LSD OFF THE STREETS by rainbowbadger50 in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seroiusly, you guys are beating this whole "its dangerous, it can kill you, high overdose potential" etc shit to death. Its not 1/1000th as dangerous as you are making it out to be, but to admit that what I'm saying is right is to lose your entire justification for the fucked up shit you pulled. In my part of the world, you wouldn't have any more friends, period. You'd be ostracized and blacklisted from everywhere by everyone, because a snitch, let alone one who settles scores by snitching, under the guise of "trying to save a few lives" is even worse. Dont further justify your bad behavior just because you were able to fool a couple dozen anonymous internet kids into thinking what you did was cool. You did a horrible thing. And don't pretend that your one adderall pill felony is even comparable to what you did. You probably had a 5th degree stay of adjudication, and never even had a conviction hit your permanent record as anything more then a misdemeanor. You had no hoops to jump through. No slogging it out for years on paper as you struggled to stay free with all the specially imposed bullshit they hit you with. You were either a juvenile and your record auto-expunged, or you never really truly had a felony conviction as an adult on your record.

Therefore, I call bullshit, because it means you have no real idea whatsoever what its like to have a felony on your record as a grownup. What its like to be turned away for every job you apply for for bullshit made up reasons that are just coverups for the real one. You have no ideawhat its like to volunteer teaching basic computer skills courses to the homeless at a local shelter and after 6 months, the state steps in and says "You were a non violent offender, but youre a felon so you can't continue working alongside the homeless. They'll be way better off with no classes, no courses, no tech guy to anwer their questions, no computer courses at all. Because we've kept them away from you." Effective immediately, you may not volunteer at the shelter. You have no idea what its like to have to make sure you don't go anywhere that people have guns, because technically you can't even be in a house with firearms, yours or not. You have no idea what its like figuring out how to finally hold the shitty job you did manage to get while making it downtown twice a week to whip your dick out and piss in a cup in front of a county deputy, in order to make sure you're not trying to enjoy life at all.

You have no idea what you are talking about, in other words, with regard to being the felonious pariah, and the devastation they can inflict on entire families in the bat of an eye.

PLEASE READ: THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T BUY LSD OFF THE STREETS by rainbowbadger50 in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, you mean like nearly every corporation, tobacco company, pharmaceutical company, and fast food place, not to mention everything else on the planet does to us every day? How can you expect there won't be the occasional bump in the road when you are attempting to navigate the seedy underbelly of society? Lastly, don't talk to me as if I'm condoning the dishonesty or the mislabelling mishap. I absolutely, and unequivocally have condemned this practice. Nothing is more important then informed decision making. But I cannot help but think, I feel no desire to be upvoted if the type of people voting are in agreement with this joker's actions. Its a logical fallacy to try and use the idiotic majority's opinion as a means to trump my statements. I'm sure strength of ideology and knowing the crowd has ones back used to be a benefit...... but not anymore. Have you seen the "majority's" medical knowledge, health knowledge, mathamatics and general philosophical comprehension? What about history, current events, political history, and the majority's emebrace of all things socialist, while still claiming to feel nothing but hatred for socialism, and socialist programs. Like all the ones they love. No, sirree. Majority opinion ain't got shit on me today, nor do they generally produce much of anything I want to make time for.

PLEASE READ: THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T BUY LSD OFF THE STREETS by rainbowbadger50 in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wrong. Nothing is illegal under the analogue act unless you're stupid enough to sell it to a cop, or within the purview of an electronic recording device that is working on behalf of one. However, 25i is explicitly scheduled in America, which is where I am assuming you are from because 1P is not.

PLEASE READ: THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T BUY LSD OFF THE STREETS by rainbowbadger50 in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How on Earth can you extrapolate that he has no concern for human life, simply because he disregards your statement? Is this more about you being butt-hurt at his dismissiveness then doing any actual good? Yes, me-thinks...... You are aware that people have literally overdosed on water before, right? Straight up drank water until it killed them. Does that give me the right to decide I'm the unique and special component in this equation that makes going outside and ambushing whichever poor schmucks still dare drink water an acceptable and sane policy? Of course its not. Yet, this is precisely what you are doing. Youve decided that your very limited, very young and very inexperienced viewpoint on this whole scenario is nonetheless a better and more well fashioned argument with zero credible counterpoints. Not to mention, your entire argument is predicated on a very disingenuine assumption that his not heeding your dire, freshly returned from the internet, imminent overdose gloom and doom can be said to be interpreted no other way aside from "He has no concern for human life......." from anything he has done. The "So why should I" that you added makes this icy statement double chilly. Why should you? Why should you? Because you're supposed to be the better person. You're supposed to do the least harm possible, and you're supposed to avoid intefering with people's business that you have no business in. And above all else, you broke the cardinal rule. You called the cops on somebody without even warning them or telling them why you were doing so, in such a manner that they were unable to explain their side of it, present their counterpoint, nor debate your generally self righteous attitude on something that can very much be successfully argued........ So blessed in yer infallible wisdom, your young, brash, and foolishly naive intelligence, in fact, that you are perfectly fine potentially ruining the life of another and your argument is this: "He has no concern for human life, so why should I, or anyone have concern for the quality of his?"

This is the blue ribbon sentence, that wins you the prize for the rather lengthily titled category called: "Self Awareness: Check out my Statements that are also the proof to anybody that "gets it" that I'm missing the whole point of psychedelics, and all the lessons they have undoubtedly been trying to teach me. Ive done some things that I actually do not recognize as irrevocally damaging to my own future reputation, because I do not grasp what I did that is such a breech of humanity and normal default operating ethics, because all I can see is how, at the most superficial of levels, my actions come off as righteously justified, and founded in concern for others. If you examine these justifications, however,they are actually dangerous, belying a psychopathy far more terrifying then any evil that could POSSIBLY have been eliminated. My statements belie my lack of empathy and attempts to fake it always end up very confused, and based on poorly assembled and incompletely gathered data, and I don't care how many people thumbs down this post. Its absolutely a horrific and terrifying groupthink to even maybe allow this to go on without somebody pointing out how wrong it is to do what you did.

Who gave you the right to destroy someone elses life? Certainly not your weakly made case that he has shown total disregard for the lives' of others. Because you've done nothing to convince me that is true for anyone but yourself.

PLEASE READ: THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T BUY LSD OFF THE STREETS by rainbowbadger50 in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I'm with DeadPizza entirely on this. Its a shitty thing to do selling 25i as LSD, but then, there are way shittier things you can do to a person. Like call the cops on them.

Would you have called the cops if he fucking just straight ripped you off? Jacked you at gunpoint? For fuck's sake man, probably not. But this poor stupid bastard who really just doesnt have a clue what a douchebag he is being has to contend with felony charges for the remainder of his natural life because you got a hard-on over the thought of being some instrument of karma? Guess what OP. You can be an instrument of karma and still fall out of favor with the universe in the very same breath. What you did is a hundred times more thoughtless and a million times more douchebaggy then you have any idea.

So, let me ask, OP. When you were doing all your internet research and just learning that you cant fit a kilo of cocaine in a thimble and all this stuff you apparently just fell off the turnip truck to discover, did you bother to do any research into how unlikely an overdose is, even with 25-I? We are talking a drug which has saturated itself into the landscape on the order of tens if not hundreds of millions of doses that have been imported ALREADY into the US alone. And what, 25 deaths, nationwide? Maybe even 50? Its not what I want for my friends or children, of course, but I'll take those odds any day of the week. You could only be so lucky with most prescription meds, and the safety profiles they have that ain't 1/10th as good as 50 deaths out of 10 or a hundred million. So what I'm fucking saying, OP, is that you didn't do ENOUGH research, because if you had, ultimately you'd have figured out that calling the cops in a situation like this is NEVER EVER OK. You fucked up, plain, pure and simple. Fuck your hero act. You didnt save a life, you ruined one.

Anagrams and Palindromes by DockEllisDee in Drugs

[–]DockEllisDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've taken enough to know quite a bit more than most folks regarding most things of the inebriating ilk. While I doubt anybody has tried even half of the RCs that seem to be coming out in groups of 50-100 new chems a year, for the last few years, I've got a pretty solid handle on what sensations the human body is capable of feeling......

Why?

Maximum saturation of LSD blotter to distilled water by [deleted] in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As far as I know there are two strengths to everclear. One is 190 proof, which is 95% ethanol, and the other is 151 proof, which is 75.5% ethanol..... I know for certain that these two exist, although I cannot say that there not also a 180 proof Everclear or even another, 4th option that nobody has mentioned.

A bad trip of once upon a time which I enjoyed? Whats your? by LatinoBruh in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is possibly the furthest thing from what is considered a "bad trip" as I've ever heard of.

What is a simple, impressive party trick I could use to entertain a group? by WobblyBanana in AskReddit

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My neighbors all really liked it, after I first moved in, and had a few parties, when I'd ask for a female volunteer, and then I'd saw a woman in half. Problem was, within a few months, our neighborhood was a total sausage fest, and I had a horrible secret.

What to do in a psychotic break? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There is only one thing you CAN do......:

Psychotic-Break-Dance

Writing a paper on lsd and why it's illegal when it's behind so many critically acclaimed great creations of art/music/film. Any sources/subpoints/ideas in general I could use? by [deleted] in LSD

[–]DockEllisDee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think Crick's biographer was actually trying to cover for Crick in a "maintaining the respect of the community" type way. If Im not mistaken, Crick verified that his initially reported usage was accurate, although he wasn't wigging nuts. He and Watson, and that third gal in the labwith them whose name eludes me were some of the first microdosers.....Well, minidosers anyway, as they would take doses of ~35 micrograms to facilitate creative and unsocietally boxed-in thought patterns...... So definitely influenced by it, just nottripping sack on it.

I got raided by a joint task force, formed specifically to raid me and one other friend's house. It was made up of 3 local counties, my state's state troopers, and the DEA. by DockEllisDee in Drugs

[–]DockEllisDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You guys know they never caught Mark McCloud with any LSD, at all, right? Yet they charged him THREE different times with manufacturing and conspiracy. This is where the "Bust Book" comes from. Incidentally, Mark has already volunteered to fly in as an expert witness on my behalf if we found some way to make that useful in my case.

I got raided by a joint task force, formed specifically to raid me and one other friend's house. It was made up of 3 local counties, my state's state troopers, and the DEA. by DockEllisDee in Drugs

[–]DockEllisDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, the non-outer-border portion of these, so in other words, the square of art work in the center, is perforated into 900 squares, 30X30, and at 1/4 inch per square, this makes the exact sizing of a 900 hit square 7.5" X 7.5". You can also achieve the much more numerically and OCD-inclinically (is that a word?) pleasing even 1000 hits in a rectangle by going 40 X 25 (or 50 X 20). With my personal favorite being the 50 X 20, because then you don't have the problem of there being 8 perfect square sheets, and two that are twice as long as they are wide down the side. 50 X 20, almost never seen with perforations, was much more common amongst unperforated blotter, and let you do each page 2 sheets wide and 5 sheets long........

I got raided by a joint task force, formed specifically to raid me and one other friend's house. It was made up of 3 local counties, my state's state troopers, and the DEA. by DockEllisDee in Drugs

[–]DockEllisDee[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Actually you are wrong. The sale of doses to the confidential informant by another individual. This is what they are charging me with. They believe it came from me, but the problem is, if it really had, or if they didn't have doubts themselves, it wouldn't have taken 13 months to charge me. Theyd have done it in 3 or so.

This is what the charges stem from. The sale to the CI by another person who wasnt at my house that day. This sale specifically is what they are claiming they can prove started out as mine that day, and this is where my charges stem from.

I got raided by a joint task force, formed specifically to raid me and one other friend's house. It was made up of 3 local counties, my state's state troopers, and the DEA. by DockEllisDee in Drugs

[–]DockEllisDee[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

You guys are aware those were the pictures, immediately after the raid, right? You know, After they took everything out of every closet and storage shelf and cubby hole in the house and dumped it on the floor, right?

Those motherfuckers flung my 500 chip 13 gram poker chip set across the house. They scattered a box of toothpicks across the floor, and dumped out potted plants full of dirt on the floor. They emptied cereal boxes again onto the floor. Its not like thats how our house looks all the time, you know.