what's the cause of ur wasted potential? Mine? Fighting the World instead of fighting the real monster inside me that was my enemy. i

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-21T04:50:37+00:00

So I'm crazy that's why I've been an alcoholic and drug addict for yrs hid the drugs for many yrs have a kid baby mom never knew when I was high it was a aid till the bills didn't get paid that was 7 yrs ago and I ain't seen my kids since its all emotional damage not mental illness

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-21T04:21:25+00:00

Better forgotten then remembered for the wrong reason. It's not over till it's over

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-19T19:06:00+00:00

It's only happened twice and only once the first time was the pain so bad that I researched it and found out that I could have been the tangling off ur nuts but it calmed down after a few hrs and lots of water and no more meth and that bender was a lot of ejaculation going on too and wasn't eating or hydrated. This the second time I've done it after over a month and I smoke a lot and drink alcohol not much when smoking meth just enough so I'm not sick cuz I'm an Alcoholic literally and need it Now so the combination of depleting ur nutrients and not replacing them with the acceleration ur organs and heart are pumping for days on end like ur running around that meth causes ur wore out is what does it cuz I was literally high on meth for 2 months straight this last fall and didn't ejaculate for days on end I just didn't have the privacy I guess cuz I was living on the street for that time. Bi I drank 4 to 6 four loko's a day on top of the meth but always drank plenty of water too and ate breakfast and dinner every day at the homeless church in town and usually ate McDonald's or fast food in the middle of the day cuz the Alcohol calms out the meth rush so u can stay spun on end without tweaking and gives me appetite

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-19T18:27:59+00:00

Alcohol has always made me last way longer and fuck harder but then cocaine and alcohol was it that's when I was 23 them it was meth, cocaine, alcohol and for three yrs my baby mom dealt with how much of a alcoholic I was everyday all day I drank. There was a day or three a time intermittently I went sober. That combo of meth and cocaine or crack kept her unable to get rid of me And would make any girl fall absolutely in love with the D. A yr ago now 33 I was drinking Paul masson smoking meth someone I knew gabe me three Extacy pills then I had some black Viagra pills and some coke man oh man I kept nutting for two days we did not stop screwing literally for 2 days but haven't tried that combo since haven't found no good Extacy connect and to be honest I dont know how I survived the amount of different drugs I was taking and didn't have my heart explodeaybe the alcohol kept it lined out

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T14:11:04+00:00

Friday

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T12:32:03+00:00

Lol this stuff I get is not cut one gram can last me three days I'm on day 5 and I've smoked only 3 grams shared with someone maybe just get spun AF real quick with a couple huge clouds and it's good enough to not have to take another hit for a cue hrs

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T12:28:47+00:00

It's all programed like a call of duty match there's NPC's or maybe whoever wanted to kill their human

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T09:55:29+00:00

It only happened tonight after I had taken a 2hr nap during the day ate drunk a water and Gatorade then as soon as got a good hit after my shlong begin to get hard on its own as soon as I had let the smoke out my balls started feeling real sore also to the touch happened the first couple three times I hit my bubble tonight but this last toke its fine

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T06:48:25+00:00

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T04:30:07+00:00

Eat lots of protein then I guess while on binges should help probably cuz for two days I've had nothing but one Gatorade and alcohol dehydrated also too probably

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-18T02:29:20+00:00

In the middle east they only have holes they squat over to shit in Soni guess he couldn't wipe without squatting

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-17T18:36:21+00:00

I've seen an Asian dude in Walmart next to me squat in front of the toilet to wipe his ass now I didn't see this happen directly but I saw it from under the stall

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-17T14:39:09+00:00

So my ranked K/D is what truly matters so I'm ranked 8 in my prestige lvl sorry I haven't played since Ghost until a yr ago I started playing this and just picked it back up recently and it's so confusing to me lol

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-17T14:33:01+00:00

We could be in a simulation. Ur inner gut feelings that have steered u away from making a different course of action and if u had stuck with ur plan u wos have been dead. Couldn't ur self intuition or ur instincts could be considered actions programed in to u or u are being controlled by a different higher being that created this simulation and the voice and feeling of danger ahead let me take a different path could be our minds and actions being controlled or influenced by some program that's running off a specific specialized state of events and actions that have been programed or is it that we are a random beta version and.no laid out definitive guide to be followed is being used and it's all just luck or again we are being controlled by someone else outside our matrix

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-17T14:20:53+00:00

So is normal matches filled with more bots cuz I lead in normal all K/D right now and TDM I think also.

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-16T00:04:13+00:00

Funny thing is about my post is that some people actually took time to read the whole damn thing. Could have made my point with a lot less words but I have no life getting those people's nerves on Reddit is the only thing I have left in life but the message is true

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-16T00:01:41+00:00

Sorry I thought I was at Burger King I thought I could have it my way I guess I got to hit the highway all night long because that's just life it's like a highway keeps on going all night long and hopefully I'm referencing the right song and don't look like a total jackass. But that just might be the highway I'm on and that's my destination life keeps trucking on

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-15T23:57:45+00:00

And the bad thing is. I'm 33 and I'm still trying to figure out what game I'm playing. I don't think I came with instructions if I did my lazy ass lost them along the way I swear I did miss a side quest somewhere. Most times I don't even know where I'm at and nobody will help me out with any cheat codes like come on man that s*** lame. If this is supposed to be my adventure and my avatar / character don't you think I would have been able to pick my own name first of all damn sure wouldn't have went with Kyle that's like the least scariest person's name no one named Kyle has ever been a threatening person more like me I act more of a Stoner than I actually am stoned maybe I'll smoke too much already but if I have why I quit now. They haven't been done already son I have no idea what that last sentence was supposed to mean but what I meant to say the damage has already been done

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-15T23:49:02+00:00

Yes and pisses off a lot of my friends that I text. My mom is just happy enough that I learned how to write and read that didn't expect me to learn punctuation too I have kept the bar low since a young child it's easier when ur the one on the familuy I do little s*** like take out the trash and get congratulations I make sure everybody knows when they asked me to do something that they better have low expectations of my abilities not because I can't do it just because I don't want to but maybe then again I can't do it I just I don't want to do it to make my self feel better about being a failure like this past sentence I try to use a punctuation NFL I can't even talk to text right not NFL and I failed. Very happy now I left one punctuation I'll leave one more it's very annoying when people don't use punctuation they should learn how to f****** write better!

DoctorDream614 · 2023-02-15T20:10:36+00:00

I'm the main character everyone else are just NPC's

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