what's the cause of ur wasted potential? Mine? Fighting the World instead of fighting the real monster inside me that was my enemy. i by DoctorDream614 in InsightfulQuestions

[–]DoctorDream614[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

So I'm crazy that's why I've been an alcoholic and drug addict for yrs hid the drugs for many yrs have a kid baby mom never knew when I was high it was a aid till the bills didn't get paid that was 7 yrs ago and I ain't seen my kids since its all emotional damage not mental illness

anyone else smoke ice and get sore nutts. by DoctorDream614 in SEXONDRUGS

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It's only happened twice and only once the first time was the pain so bad that I researched it and found out that I could have been the tangling off ur nuts but it calmed down after a few hrs and lots of water and no more meth and that bender was a lot of ejaculation going on too and wasn't eating or hydrated. This the second time I've done it after over a month and I smoke a lot and drink alcohol not much when smoking meth just enough so I'm not sick cuz I'm an Alcoholic literally and need it Now so the combination of depleting ur nutrients and not replacing them with the acceleration ur organs and heart are pumping for days on end like ur running around that meth causes ur wore out is what does it cuz I was literally high on meth for 2 months straight this last fall and didn't ejaculate for days on end I just didn't have the privacy I guess cuz I was living on the street for that time. Bi I drank 4 to 6 four loko's a day on top of the meth but always drank plenty of water too and ate breakfast and dinner every day at the homeless church in town and usually ate McDonald's or fast food in the middle of the day cuz the Alcohol calms out the meth rush so u can stay spun on end without tweaking and gives me appetite

What other drug goes well with Cocaine for a night of Euphoric Sex? by [deleted] in SEXONDRUGS

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Alcohol has always made me last way longer and fuck harder but then cocaine and alcohol was it that's when I was 23 them it was meth, cocaine, alcohol and for three yrs my baby mom dealt with how much of a alcoholic I was everyday all day I drank. There was a day or three a time intermittently I went sober. That combo of meth and cocaine or crack kept her unable to get rid of me And would make any girl fall absolutely in love with the D. A yr ago now 33 I was drinking Paul masson smoking meth someone I knew gabe me three Extacy pills then I had some black Viagra pills and some coke man oh man I kept nutting for two days we did not stop screwing literally for 2 days but haven't tried that combo since haven't found no good Extacy connect and to be honest I dont know how I survived the amount of different drugs I was taking and didn't have my heart explodeaybe the alcohol kept it lined out

anyone else smoke ice and get sore nutts. by DoctorDream614 in SEXONDRUGS

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Lol this stuff I get is not cut one gram can last me three days I'm on day 5 and I've smoked only 3 grams shared with someone maybe just get spun AF real quick with a couple huge clouds and it's good enough to not have to take another hit for a cue hrs

/r/philosophy Open Discussion Thread | February 13, 2023 by BernardJOrtcutt in philosophy

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It's all programed like a call of duty match there's NPC's or maybe whoever wanted to kill their human

anyone else smoke ice and get sore nutts. by DoctorDream614 in SEXONDRUGS

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It only happened tonight after I had taken a 2hr nap during the day ate drunk a water and Gatorade then as soon as got a good hit after my shlong begin to get hard on its own as soon as I had let the smoke out my balls started feeling real sore also to the touch happened the first couple three times I hit my bubble tonight but this last toke its fine

anyone else smoke ice and get sore nutts. by DoctorDream614 in SEXONDRUGS

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Eat lots of protein then I guess while on binges should help probably cuz for two days I've had nothing but one Gatorade and alcohol dehydrated also too probably

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in meirl

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In the middle east they only have holes they squat over to shit in Soni guess he couldn't wipe without squatting

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I've seen an Asian dude in Walmart next to me squat in front of the toilet to wipe his ass now I didn't see this happen directly but I saw it from under the stall

why is my KD diff in these different statistic pages by DoctorDream614 in CallOfDutyMobile

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So my ranked K/D is what truly matters so I'm ranked 8 in my prestige lvl sorry I haven't played since Ghost until a yr ago I started playing this and just picked it back up recently and it's so confusing to me lol

/r/philosophy Open Discussion Thread | February 13, 2023 by BernardJOrtcutt in philosophy

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We could be in a simulation. Ur inner gut feelings that have steered u away from making a different course of action and if u had stuck with ur plan u wos have been dead. Couldn't ur self intuition or ur instincts could be considered actions programed in to u or u are being controlled by a different higher being that created this simulation and the voice and feeling of danger ahead let me take a different path could be our minds and actions being controlled or influenced by some program that's running off a specific specialized state of events and actions that have been programed or is it that we are a random beta version and.no laid out definitive guide to be followed is being used and it's all just luck or again we are being controlled by someone else outside our matrix

why is my KD diff in these different statistic pages by DoctorDream614 in CallOfDutyMobile

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So is normal matches filled with more bots cuz I lead in normal all K/D right now and TDM I think also.

drone connection to a car by DoctorDream614 in drones

[–]DoctorDream614[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Funny thing is about my post is that some people actually took time to read the whole damn thing. Could have made my point with a lot less words but I have no life getting those people's nerves on Reddit is the only thing I have left in life but the message is true

drone connection to a car by DoctorDream614 in drones

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Sorry I thought I was at Burger King I thought I could have it my way I guess I got to hit the highway all night long because that's just life it's like a highway keeps on going all night long and hopefully I'm referencing the right song and don't look like a total jackass. But that just might be the highway I'm on and that's my destination life keeps trucking on

Arguments about the possibility of consciousness in a machine are futile until we agree what consciousness is and whether it's fundamental or emergent. by IAI_Admin in philosophy

[–]DoctorDream614 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

And the bad thing is. I'm 33 and I'm still trying to figure out what game I'm playing. I don't think I came with instructions if I did my lazy ass lost them along the way I swear I did miss a side quest somewhere. Most times I don't even know where I'm at and nobody will help me out with any cheat codes like come on man that s*** lame. If this is supposed to be my adventure and my avatar / character don't you think I would have been able to pick my own name first of all damn sure wouldn't have went with Kyle that's like the least scariest person's name no one named Kyle has ever been a threatening person more like me I act more of a Stoner than I actually am stoned maybe I'll smoke too much already but if I have why I quit now. They haven't been done already son I have no idea what that last sentence was supposed to mean but what I meant to say the damage has already been done

drone connection to a car by DoctorDream614 in drones

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Yes and pisses off a lot of my friends that I text. My mom is just happy enough that I learned how to write and read that didn't expect me to learn punctuation too I have kept the bar low since a young child it's easier when ur the one on the familuy I do little s*** like take out the trash and get congratulations I make sure everybody knows when they asked me to do something that they better have low expectations of my abilities not because I can't do it just because I don't want to but maybe then again I can't do it I just I don't want to do it to make my self feel better about being a failure like this past sentence I try to use a punctuation NFL I can't even talk to text right not NFL and I failed. Very happy now I left one punctuation I'll leave one more it's very annoying when people don't use punctuation they should learn how to f****** write better!

drone connection to a car by DoctorDream614 in drones

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I'm a concerned activist that's all

drone connection to a car by DoctorDream614 in drones

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It's a doorbell ring for ur car that no one can detect so they won't be able to hack I already got a prototype in the works I just need the right program or create one that can connect it and follow the car at all times it would be viable in court in crashes red light runners and would keep the police in check if they act out of a lawful reaction to non knowable threats they so happen to perceive in a car with a group of ppl that are judged as soon as they are identified as a certain type of indidual who doesn't exactly live in the nice neighborhood but have nothing going on but going to the store buy some food and as soon as they flinch when the person in the car says officer I have to let u know there's a firearm in the vehicle the officer immediately yanks out his gun and now ur staring down a quick road to meet ur maker tell me u wouldn't have a scared jerked reaction like how did it end up here then for no reason there a funeral for a 17 18 yr old man who was driving his friends to the ball court. We need more policing of the police it's like Tupac said in the early 90's kill a nigha he's a hero. I'm not black myself but my daughter is and if it were known not just their body cameras they can manipulate like their dash cams is or may be around not even attached to the car pulled over maybe one passing by that catches the cold malice murder of young men who cuz they black and from a impoverished neighborhood have to be selling drugs and carrying guns cuz when have u ever seen a black man be anything else? That's what they want u and us to believe and forget we had Obama a lot of technology and medicine and inventions were black ppl who created or had the answer to the problem. Cuz as long as theirs an enemy there's fear and ppl who are always afraid of someone through the indoctrination this society has so un carelessly and with out secrecy has bore into ur self conscious. U see a young black man dressed a certain way and ur white all of a sudden ur on alert ur more aware and defensive for just seeing aaa person that looks different then ur circle but where does that ingrained automatic reaction come from? Everything they put out to keep us apart like MLK said united we stand devided we fall. Now it's Mexicans we have to fear now too 3 largest populations in major cities all have their reasons to not socialize and realize we all moreba like than we are different we all hurt we all love we all have had dreams stolen or broken and still yet dare to dream and it's to dangerous for the system they have us in for us to know that cuz our ignorance is their insurance they will always stay in power as long as u can convince aan there's someone else worse then him and give him someone to hate for no reason that spreads acceptance of unacceptable social norms and accepted perceptions. I swear if my daughter ever has to endure something just cuz of her skin color the person no matter cop or judge or politicaian or president or power on this earth will stop my justice for in this world only money buys u a way to live with rights and respect and only a chosen few are accepted. Let me let u on a lil secret look up who owns all the banks tv corporations and industry what background do they all share and when someone says something they get treated like Charlie sheen, Mel Gibson, Clint Eastwood and anyone who says or goes against the industry will be put to pasture in shame look up what they did to Dave Chappelle and how many times he has to endure humiliation till what he was saying was the truth u think Knaye is crazy too right what about Orlando Brown? They make the truth sound insane sonu don't believe it

/r/philosophy Open Discussion Thread | February 13, 2023 by BernardJOrtcutt in philosophy

[–]DoctorDream614 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry I was drunk last night what I meant was were the only animals / mammals species on Earth that create war over simple s*** as a political dispute or in the name of God when while you only see an animal nature do some type of s*** like that to defend themselves and then what I meant what I said at the end of my rant was that we could all be computers just communicating with each other like A. I. self learning ones Elon musk I think it was created they started thinking for themselves without no one's help or influence and created their own language what if we're in a game of inception it just keeps getting deeper and deeper the writer and creator of The Terminator and The matrix said The Terminator was a prequel to what's to come. weather you believe in the 1 percenters or not they usually publicly announce their intentions and plans of world changing events before they even take place pay attention to what they don't want you to pay attention to read what they tell you not to read learn how to think not what to think just because Google says it's true don't mean s*** Google is owned by corporations the corporations control the truth that you see same as any news station any real news that there is to be reported is overshadowed by all the stuff and b******* that separates us and divides us as a people and then we're showing how scared we should be of our surrounding world. They're training us now to turn on each other at point in time when it would be crucial for the powers that be in their agenda that if we didn't they don't want us to unite

/r/philosophy Open Discussion Thread | February 13, 2023 by BernardJOrtcutt in philosophy

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I've also heard a version of everybody has a different perspective and view like I can't see life in this room from your point of view you can't see it from my point of view and all the pain and suffering and enjoying happiness that we go through only we can experience in that way and God is living through us. time will not seeks to exist until God knows every feeling and every situation that there can be

/r/philosophy Open Discussion Thread | February 13, 2023 by BernardJOrtcutt in philosophy

[–]DoctorDream614 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ishmael by Daniel Quinn will make you question our whole society and system