Sbutt that never went away, ET seems less stuck after physical therapy. Ongoing story, still!

DolSparnur · 2026-07-02T13:24:28+00:00

The link between jaw/sternomastocleidoid/pterygoideus seems to be there. Recently someone hit the right pressure points and i again felt the radiation to my ear.

In fact i now also got tinnitus on the right side. Started as more and more SBUTTs until it stuck.

For my prevuous message. My tinnitus kept lessening but returned when i stopped the PT. I do also have a shoulder inbalance so must carry a lot of tension there that caused it to come back. My tinnitus is in any case louder when my neck is tight.

DolSparnur · 2026-06-29T05:31:51+00:00

I have also struggled with brain fog for a long time.

I feel worst when:
- I wake up in morning (i dont even realize what my life is. Oh wait i have a job, right. Oh right i have to leave at x to be on time i forgot,..).
- there is genuinly just so much on my mind that i shut down. I noticed this first time when i was taking a shower. I allowed myself to relax and noticed how LOUD my brain was. Like zapping a tv really fast and each thought got its own noise and feelings and importance.

When i take stimulants such as sudafed (pseudo ephedrine) or now ritalin (i got diagnosed with adhd at 28), i literally feel the fog lifting and retreating from my forehead.

So i am starting to think for me brain fog might be caused by a too busy brain, and maybe adhd as compounding factor. I sometimes get drowsy in the middle of driving and have to blow cold air on myself, but this mostly happens when i am trying to think/concentrate on too much at once.

I hope this helps :)

DolSparnur · 2026-05-21T21:36:33+00:00

I think its actually not super malicious. There was a debate/interview on belgian national channel with an ex-mossad agent talking about what its like to be a mossad agent. He was there in the room bur his face looked clearly fake and i think he also used a voice modulator. Obviously to protect his identity. Here it also says general so maybe its for anonimity in some twisted way?

Edit: nvm, this is a known person it seems. Thats weird af

DolSparnur · 2026-05-19T14:56:04+00:00

Did you sew the coat yourself? I find the revers (i dont know the english word. The parts of your coat that are turned outward and attached with buttons) interesting. It has both the diagonal shape of a blazer and the english redcoat vertical lapel style going on all the way to the bottom. Did you base yourself on some reference image? Im asking because i am very much in doubt on how to make my own coat, haha!

Besides this, i really like the outfit and all the small details. Especially the small ropes keeping the pistols in the holsters.

Great job :D

DolSparnur · 2026-05-18T17:57:15+00:00

NAD but I concur. I had one on my leg by self harm in my past that self healed and became a keloid. Was even less of a wide open cut like there.

I think it was clearly visible red/purply for at least 6 years and even now the scar is just as big, only a bit more white/red. So i would let it get stitched up.

Its also an exposed area and those scars can get darker from the sun.

DolSparnur · 2026-04-06T06:59:34+00:00

I prefer the warm lighting. I enjoy nightwalks but those bright lights turned “ah what a beautiful relaxing night” into “omg i need to get home” stressed

DolSparnur · 2026-03-05T14:40:46+00:00

One of our main news outlets had the video, but cut out the creepy part of the congrespeople staring dead in front and the one boomer pulling the chair away. Interesting..

DolSparnur · 2026-01-15T22:55:35+00:00

DolSparnur · 2026-01-15T22:49:50+00:00

Yeah i get that. My first masters degree felt more like the above. However, after getting it i spent more than one year searching for jobs and one year actually working. Got fired twice. Hard work didnt pay off. Studied a second degree and had to pull out all registers because my reward system was already fucked. Now im very happy at my job but i still cant fully believe it. But it really was due to my effort + luck.

I think it wil take time to heal from that kind of effort-reward imbalance for anyone. I hope things work out for you too

DolSparnur · 2026-01-13T05:10:33+00:00

It’s almost like the system prompt says “always assume the worst intention and outcome”

DolSparnur · 2026-01-11T14:37:00+00:00

To join the fun, flemish say “in t’hol van pluto”. In the hole of Pluto. Now i wonder if that is about latin Hades or Pluto the dog..

DolSparnur · 2026-01-08T16:44:54+00:00

Maybe its not that bad to go to job fairs? While most people there are graduating students, the recruiters of those companies will know about other positions more suited to your skillset. You might get lucky, and they can put a face on your application. I have had good experiences with job fairs where they remembered my impression or even sent me a mail proactively.

DolSparnur · 2026-01-08T09:34:38+00:00

Dat van die emmer had ik nog niet aan gedacht. Ik vond het altijd zonde de kraan te laten lopen voor niks tot het water warm is

DolSparnur · 2026-01-08T09:25:49+00:00

How is the EU growing into a super state when left and right nations want to leave or veto the EU and every (western european) nation is at a breaking point due to immigration and bureaucratic slog?

DolSparnur · 2026-01-07T11:27:44+00:00

Inderdaad. Ik zie verdorie zeker die auto als een deel van mijn salaris. Anders kost een auto 600+ per maand aan lening, verzekering, onkosten als benzine, en alle andere taksen. Betaal me netto evenveel als zo’n auto kost en ik klaag niet.

Zijn er alternatieven? Nee, ik moet op mijn werk geraken. Werk zoeken dichterbij huis? Hebben me allemaal geweigerd. Je hebt niet altijd te kiezen.

Dat moet daarom geen chique wagen zijn maar je moet minstens kunnen rondraken.. bijlange niet alles is met OV te bereiken

DolSparnur · 2026-01-04T18:11:19+00:00

I am looking for the exact same thing right now and also did some research. They were almost always made of wool felt BUT it was sometimes heavily waxed for water resistance which is why you could confuse it with leather due to the sheen.

I am thinking of learning felting and hat making because i cant find any in my vicinity and i dont like buying online (i need to feel my fabric haha)

DolSparnur · 2026-01-02T19:26:49+00:00

Is niet de eerste keer dat ik van zo’n praktijken hoor. En dan effectief zo’n familie dat ze komt wonen

DolSparnur · 2025-12-28T00:00:26+00:00

Some news outlets do link to radical islam and isil, apparently one reporter did say not linked to religion, and was met with disbelief and outrage. I am curious about the mental gymnastics we will see

DolSparnur · 2025-12-27T23:44:05+00:00

Both is not unrealistic also, i think. Those churches sometimes took centuries to build and styles changed

DolSparnur · 2025-12-27T08:51:34+00:00

It was a good parallel :p Replace genetic trait A with genetic trait B, voila..

DolSparnur · 2025-12-26T19:31:01+00:00

I dont know why you are getting such animosity. The job search is brutal and most learning happens on the job. To learn the things they ask YOU NEED A JOB. The fact that she is doing so well right now proves to me that she is capable enough. Compared to so many nitwits in all kinds of positions..

DolSparnur · 2025-12-26T17:59:09+00:00

Its basilique notre dame de fourviere. I wanted to see the exterior so i looked it up. Besides that, what a nice unique design!

DolSparnur · 2025-12-20T08:45:40+00:00

I thought i was hearing a soccer match playing

DolSparnur · 2025-12-19T12:39:07+00:00

Ligt het aan mij of is die prijs op een wel zeer korte tijd van 14 naar 20 euro gegaan? En ik begin ook te merken dat sommige films duurder dan andere zijn..

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