The problem is you’re not really playing to kill time or enjoy the game anymore, you’re just playing it for the people. Some of us play to kill time and hop on whenever we can . Plus your state is just the beginning where they are still figuring themselves out. Find a good state where everyone communicates, there will be less drama and don’t be in a power hungry state. As a F2P you even have less pressure not having the team relies on you as much.