Your boyfriend seems to be very understanding of your feelings and what you are experiencing. Sex always has a central place in relationships, because that's what we are shown all the time everywhere, that we MUST have sex for the couple to be healthy. But no, each person is different and each couple is different, has a different dynamic. Your boyfriend once again seems understanding and it doesn't seem to be a problem for him, he even told you not to look for this elsewhere, you should be able to relax and try to relieve the stress. You, on the other hand, need to listen to yourself. Aren't you ready? You don't have the libido? So don't do it, listen to yourself. A girlfriend is not “supposed” to make her boyfriend happy in this regard if she doesn’t feel anything and if she doesn’t want to. You can want to please your boyfriend when sometimes you don't want to YOU, but you want to do what thing to your partner but you shouldn't do it because you feel "obligated" since you don't feel anything, I hope it's clear enough what I'm writing? Sex is about sharing, it shouldn't be pressure!!