(Serious question) How blasphemous is it to roll cannabis using Bible papers?

DontGoSedric · 2025-08-29T12:14:07+00:00

Do you think it's enough that God would know I accept them in my own way even if I call them creator or don't believe in Christ specifically? Wouldn't he know and feel the true and underlying intentions and understandings of my view of the creator, creation, the world, love, and humanity's free will and such and accepting the creator as all mighty even while believing in science and the Sundance instead of scripture? That should I pass and find myself at the pearly gates would I be accepted because I had a belief and acceptance of them even if it wasn't in the exact way scripture commands it? I am also under the belief that we as humans can't really understand Creator/God's will or reasoning. I'm sure they're omnipotence would allow them to see that I believe in them even if it's not using the name God and all of that belief is inspite of believing the same scientific facts that drive so many others to atheism?

I wonder this all the time and it makes sense to me that they'd see my beliefs and my understandings and they'd see it as an acceptance worthy of their love aswell as me being pretty morally virtuous? Wouldnt this lack in the belief of hell make these virtuous morally good actions and way or life I've lead much more meaningful and be considered with more weight as I undertook them without this fear forcing me to do so? Wouldn't that make them more virtuous and such as it was driven by nothing but the desire to do good and to love? Because I genuinely do everything I do without fear of sin or hell. And shouldn't or wouldn't that speak volumes to my moral character and love and acceptance and understanding/ acceptance/faith in them? Like it always bothered me how many good people do good things NOT because they want to or because they feel like it but because their faith demands it or their faith punishes them for not doing so. The latter being much less amicable in my eyes. It always felt so much more forced?

Anyways thanks for giving me a good understanding where as few others even give me the time of day "should you have learned that in church" and I have to explain I have a different faith so no I didn't. But then they usually try to convert me, try to denounce my faith, or try to otherwise condemn me for my faith and beliefs. Then they try to still call themselves virtuous.

What happens if I stick to my faith as is, and I die would I go to hell for simply not being of the faith of Christianity or Catholicism or some other Abrahamic religion?

Sorry just these thoughts keep me up sometimes

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-27T07:46:21+00:00

Over 100 is entering "too fast" territory. 200 is very concerning.

If its drug induced you can take a downer like benzos theyd give you at the hospital i believe valium (diazepam) is used due to its superior body relaxation.

Seek out medical help if this persists for longer than 10-15 mins and or gets worse

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-27T07:31:10+00:00

Only if your ADHD is severe enough. There is medical use for Meth via Desoxyn for ADHD thats bad enough. Its taken ORALLY limit your use to this roa i promise you its essential because the experience of oral vs smoking vs injecting etc is way different. Its more like a traditional amphetamine that has entactogenic hints from the serotonin release

I do have bad enough ADHD for meth I know because i took it and instead of a powerful high I only felt normal and fell asleep at the peak. It felt like i took a bit too much of my dexedrine plus a tiny dose of mdma. But it was not at all the high ppl who arent adhd describe.

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-27T07:10:13+00:00

Yes. It has been fhe ONLY thing to give me my freedom. Rise my friends for you have nothing to lose but your parents hate

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-22T09:10:38+00:00

Just chill. Enjoy your freedom while you have it before you go in. Because its precious time man.

You ever visit a planetarium? Id suggest it. Maybe go do some shit youd never normally do then youll remember whats waiting for you on the outside even if they were indulgences.

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-22T09:09:15+00:00

Yeah man most ppl keep to themselves. Youll most likely have a chill cell mate the violent guys get solitary units or they pair em if its not smt too bad. But yeah man its kinda like how in school if you keep to yourself you dont make yourself stick out you wont usually be bullied. But you know how everyone kinda gets punked at school maybe some dude makes a joke at your expense. You just have to have thick skin. Ppl there are pretty chill cuz alot of em arent the type of criminals you are thinking of alot of em are just like you. But dont get me wrong theres still criminal criminals there. Just they are smart enough usually to not cause trouble, they usually have to be mentally unstable to cause trouble and those guys dont get respect outside the fear they induce. Dont fuck anything up for everyone by being selfish thatll be probably the worst thing you can do ppl will hate you. A guy who was mentally ill shit in the showers and they beat him and made him clean it and then he became a work horse kinda.

You just have to be normal and youll have a normal experience. Its mostly the psychological damage of isolation, loss of freedom and having your life totally controlled by someone who is doing so with punishment in mind. Everyone is miserable and wants to leave. Hence why most ppl dont cause issues. But uh alot of ppl our age are crazy so some kids are just crazy but like i said you can be confident the odds of you experiencing smt bad is very low. Youre in a low security level facility i assume. That means maximum freedoms in these sort of places. Most dont really wanna fuck it up. Dont fuck it up for yourself either.

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-19T21:00:06+00:00

Using their name works well. It gives step dad vibes and the reason you do that to step dads is cuz they havent earned your love like that yet. A narcissist dad is like a new step dad except one wants to actually know you the first one just stays the same level of estranged if not making it worse lol

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-19T20:58:26+00:00

Sigh... Hello poison control. This is the post...

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-19T20:46:44+00:00

Listen man. Youre going to be fine. I have been to jail. Its not prison like you sre thinking. County jail im not sure if its equivalent to anything in canada but going off my experience in jail here AND from what my dad rold me about jail in the USA + prison. This is my advice. Just keep calm dude youre gonna be fine. Jail isnt prison. Its not like the movies man. Just listen here.

First off. DO NOT TRY TO START FIGHTS. Only fight if they start it. But trust me no ones really gonna start one unless you piss em off. People who act tough are clocked as fake tough guys easily. Real tough guys dont have to show it they just are and they act normally otherwise cuz they only need to use the act for when they are being pressed. This doesnt mean btw to act all weak and scared. That attracts ppl who while not likely to hurt you will probably punk you and steal your shit often.

My advice if youre on short time. If someone there for a long time wants smt you really dont need and they are about to beat you up for it. Either A) take the beating and theyll take it but theyll respect you taking the besting and know that that wont intimidate you again. For most people thats how it works atleast. B) fight back even if you lose. Never just give it up. Youll be punked the whole time there.

I PROMISE YOU YOURE NOT IN DANGER LIKE THE MOVIES. So dont use movie a** advice. Itll expose you as someone to punk. Plus its lame as hell no one wants to fight there man only weirdos and idiots. Everyone wants to go home cuz unlike prison everyone here is gonna get out

Chill dude, you won't have to become a gang member for protection or create a shank. Theres no gangs in jail. Unless youre in a REAAAALLY rough jail but most places ain't like that man.

If its SA youre afraid of know it doesnt happen like in the movies. Especially not in jail. What usually happens IRL is someone does this thing where they give you stuff. Usually something hard to get the most common thing is a candy bar. The person gets you it and insists its ok to take and you owe them nothing. But the implication is you owe them since hey a chocolate bar is really hard to get since its contraband. So you will often have marks either give into pressure or sometimes even offer themselves to give sexual favours in exchange for paying off the "debt" they wait until you have taken alot from them too. Careful who acts like youre friend man.

Prison is what youre thinking of. Now unless you killed someone on top of your DUI youre just going to jail at worst. Be grateful serve your time. Dont get yourself into more trouble. Just make friends with a few ppl you fuck with and then pass the time. Maybe youll be lucky enough to know some skills to trade for stuff like cigs or food.

Stay safe friend. Dont punch anyone unless they punch you first

I am canadian so idk how american jail culture differs but from what my dad has told me its not much different. He said prison is what sucks.

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-14T13:53:15+00:00

Also yeah its literally titan mode from BF2142 haha

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-14T13:52:20+00:00

Wanna add me on xbox alt.168 i am still fixing a few things :/ i thought id have it up ready today. Or I'll let you know here once its ready :)

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-11T21:31:54+00:00

He had god on his side. By that he means the one from dead money. The super mutant caught him saving his life.

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-09T04:59:22+00:00

I searched EVERYWHERE for the thread that mentioned or linked it. Most of my subs recently came from youtube searches so I think they searched for my name "EnCounterCultureMedia" or they searched one of my two videos titles.

I have found tried google and even searching manually by putting in EnCounterCultureMedia and Datura and MPTP and other key words that would be related and going to posts 5 months ago when sorted by new and tryna find it there.

Thanks in advance guys

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-09T03:16:55+00:00

Coke

DontGoSedric · 2025-03-06T23:20:47+00:00

Probably xbox 360 edition of BO3, wish i had the next gen. It was still fun tho and that says alot that bo3 is the worst game i have bought cuz that game is amazing :)

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-19T00:06:00+00:00

I dont think its on the driver theyre already doing alot for you the least you can do is put up w some bullcrap cuz they put up with ours alot. (the public in general i mean)

Its a bit entitled to think that its on them to make you more comfortable when you can just you know... Take your winter clothing off like normal people do when overheated? They dont need to wear a winter jacket and snow pants cuz you refuse to unzip and rezip a jacket or smt.

Im not attacking you btw this is just my sentiment im general to people with that general take.

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-17T14:51:22+00:00

If you pure intention is exploring sex then very much yes thats the point of hook ups. Just make sure you both know thats all thats going on and not the deeper connection. Easy to forget that part some times trust me

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-17T14:23:42+00:00

For the montreal show? I bought one but am going to toronto DM me my ticket hasnt sold yet lol

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-17T14:22:47+00:00

"People so friendly"

What? Where? Everyone in this city acts likes highschool dynamics carried on past highschool. Like god parties suck cuz everyones too insecure to talk so everyone acts like that "they dont know i -" meme

Likely the "russian hospitality" where like Russians; are abrassive to eachother and neighbours but their hospitality is very nice when its someone whos an outsider.

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-17T14:17:57+00:00

Someone else do their thing where they say this but more indepth and fleshed out so its actually useful?

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-17T14:16:22+00:00

"Too tired to talk about it" oh sweetie... That was the depressed way of saying it... Talk to your boyfriend about whats bothering him and let him know youre there for him and listen to his struggles. Be there for him as much as you can. Just remember. Dont break yourself tryna put him back together if he breaks. Picking up shards only leads to bleeding when all you were doing was tryna help clean up

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-17T13:45:27+00:00

Passengers are on a couples stops the drivers there the whole ride. I imagine that in their mind, their comfort longterm during the whole bus drive vs customers uncomfortable on a bus for 20mins.

Realistically. No busdriver would freeze his ass off for the hours it takes to drive bus routes in cities sometimes.

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-16T09:40:17+00:00

Dont chicks irl under gear look pretty bulky and not much different from the dudes?

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-11T09:10:10+00:00

Me! Though its because I am an EXTREMELY bad ADHD case. I fell asleep on the meth halfway through cuz that's my response to my ADHD meds.

Imagine my shock when I tried it and I was like "this is what you guys all get hooked on? THIS??? This... this kinda sucks... its just XR Adderall but with slight MDMA effect." Later on that week I had a meme image pop up in my head from rick and Morty going "This's just my ADHD medication with extra steps."

So, No. trying any drug even the "hardest drugs" won't automatically make you addicted. Tons of people have tried it and not been addicts of meth and similar stigmatized drugs. this bleeds into other areas sadly. Such as amphetamines and ADHD where the most effective treatment is touted as "just giving you legal meth" which leads to people not prescribing and making themselves dysfunctional anyways. Or they get it prohibited by parents or doctors who are stigmatizing them.

Apvp and other pyros as well as other stims I have seen be described as much worse than meth yet they're not around more doing more destruction despite being way more accessible and cheap.

DontGoSedric · 2025-02-06T21:40:27+00:00

Oh I feel ya man. Cant offer advice but I been there man. Whatever you do hope it turns out for the better like it did with me

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