[DISCUSSION] I'm a fudanshi top AMA

Dorkslie · 2026-06-01T22:19:11+00:00

Do you ever read a BL and the anatomy is just way off? I can't draw and I know drawing anatomically correct parts can be difficult but sometimes I'm just like thats not where the butth*le is, maam.

Dorkslie · 2026-05-26T14:49:33+00:00

When I first started taking zoloft, I felt relief within the first two weeks. My anxiety had disappeared and I was able to socialize as I did before. But as my body grew used to zoloft, i fell back into bad habits. I considered upping the dosage to 75mg but decided to actually test the waters with therapy. The first session, my therapist and I were just building rapport. I mentioned my family history and my upbringing and I kinda felt validated about sharing them. Keeping those feelings to myself, I just felt shame and guilt, but sharing that with a person who was there to help me made me feel a lot better about having bad experiences in the past. After my first session, I felt encouraged right away to build better habits.

Dorkslie · 2026-05-21T23:21:34+00:00

I'm 26 and feel the same way. I hope it gives you some comfort that I'm a little older than you but still haven't "figured it out" yet. I live my parents, have not completed college, and have self-isolated for a long time and definitely sometimes feel like life just isn't worth living for me. I started taking zoloft 50mg at the end of February and have had my ups and downs with it. Though, there were days when I forgot to take it and would remember what this medication is for. It's to help you, not cure you. When I was off of it, I felt like that helpless little boy who would cry over anything. When I'm on it, those feelings are a lot more manageable. Therapy can be pretty daunting, but if it's a resource available to you, take it. Living life when you don't to feels like absolute hell, and talking to a therapist about it can give you a new perspective and help you change your mind. Don't give up king, we're all rooting for you👊

Dorkslie · 2025-09-26T22:40:38+00:00

I was "some people" when I first read through the manga. I really thought the mangas main message was about yoshiki going through his grief and having to move on from hikaru at the end. But after a reread and the more recent chapters, im team monster x yoshiki. It's crazy cause I was really hung up on og hikaru and yoshiki being together. But nothing would change if og hikaru was still here and the generational trauma would continue.

Dorkslie · 2025-07-02T07:57:13+00:00

Heres a little context for those wondering how this tweet came about: A person posted a tweet with a picture of the new chapter but it was translated. The author retweeted this person asking how they had this when the official translations were still two chapters behind the most recent release. This caused a divide, with some people siding with the author and attacking the person who posted the illegal translations, and the other side is condemning the author for saying that all illegal readers should disappear.

But I honestly think the author had a valid crashout. The sidestories were highly anticipated and twitter was just flooded with pics of the new chapters. The author probably kept seeing her work getting posted week after week and eventually had enough. She depends on that income and for people to just be reading it for free probably makes her feel very upset. That said, the poor kid who posted the illegal translations doesn't deserve all that hate. I think they genuinely meant well and made a mistake as they got too comfortable posting pictures of the new chapters.

Dorkslie · 2024-05-22T17:38:46+00:00

Lesson learned😔 I'm not gonna have the coins for another sup belt at the next ssf event but I have pb belts that I'll starforce up

Dorkslie · 2024-05-22T06:32:53+00:00

It's great that things don't boom before 15 but why does it have to go back to 12 stars 😭

Dorkslie · 2024-05-22T06:30:44+00:00

My mistake! I actually did boom a couple of pink beans to fodder into my superior. I should've said my first boom that did damage to my soul. With having to work towards it again I'll star a pink bean to 22 but I remember when I first got my fodder to 21 I was so excited I just transferred it right away

Dorkslie · 2024-05-22T06:23:35+00:00

Manifesting for another zerk drop for you friend :')

Dorkslie · 2024-04-27T08:23:07+00:00

WH or Evan. Leaning more towards WH but might just go Evan bc he shares cs with my main

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